~7-31-04~ Seacrest OUT!!!

YES! he sure said it right, he is OUT of a talk show! he has been cancelled.

sorry folks, but i just hate him! i don't know what it is, but i can't stand the guy!

~7-31-04~ Cutie Clay

clay is starting to dance. it just too freaking funny! i wish to god i could put video on here, i would love for you all to see it. he is just soooooo cute!! :)

he'll squat and do something, and stomp his feet. and he tries to snap his fingers! haha! all of that while spinning around.

he still will not give me a break! as soon as i sit, or dare to lay down, he is right on me, pulling my hand/arm, "up, up, up, up, up"! sometimes i will lay down and act like i am sleeping and fake snore. he will stop what he is doing to run over and yell mom in my face and hit me...over and over til i open my eyes!!!!! bob did the same thing, the child didn't move. why can everyone else lay down, sit down or sleep but me?! i guess i am the favorite, so that makes it a little more tolerable! haha!!

bob's mother called yesterday and asked if we were going to be able to make it sunday at 2. i'm like i don't know what your son has planned. then she says that she is having a combined birthday party for ed (bob's step dad) his is the 1st, bob, his is the 31st and for clay, his is the 27th. me, "OH?! did you tell bob about it?" her,"no" me,"OH?!" so i called bob to tell him. you know he is on the softball shit again, heaven forbid he not play softball one sunday! but why the hell would you plan a party and then tell the people on friday that it is sunday?! so he called and told her we wouldn't be able to make it til 5-5:30. so that will be our day tomorrow.

well i am sure i am boring you all. not much exciting this weekend, bob is working and i hate afternoons!!! i am so freaking bored. sure there is plenty i could be doing around here! ha! forget that! hmpf! night!

~7-31-04~ Amish in the city

well of course i watched it! you know i am a reality tv junkie!!!

i must say it wasn't as bad a concept as i thought, but the"city" kids are a bunch of bitches/assholes!!!! no wonder the amish think that we are all going to hell, if you go by these jerks, they are probably seen as the devil.

they are rude, arrogant, ignorant, thoughtless.....i could go on and on!

the amish on the other hand, i love them!!!! and yes i was even boo-hooing during the damn show! i just felt for the amish. one of their days on the show consisted of going to the beach. almost all of the amish people had never been to a beach before. the one girl was so nervous/excited, like a little kid, i was actually excited and shit for her....and i was crying right along with her for her first visit!

i just more or less enjoy seeing the enjoyment of the amish when they see and do things that they never would have normally. that is why i like the show. you can take the freaking city kids and throw them off the cliff for all i care. that vegan bitch, i want to strangle-cows are from outerspace?! yes she said that and believes that! she had to go shopping for the house and wouldn't buy anything the others wanted if it went against being a vegan.

they dog on the amish.....and that is another thing, they kept refering to them as the amish this or amish that. god damn, they are people! who happened to be amish!! should the amish onees call you the gay boy.....or asshole face guy, or vegan bitch, or black broad. come on already!!!!

what was really a trip, the gay one, at the beginning of the show was talking about everyone should be accepting of others and tolerance for different people, but he was right along with everyone else and the whole amish stigma on them when they arrived. i just can't believe how juvenile they act! i'm still pissed off thinking about it!! god i hate them!!

one last example on what goofs these people are. the one amish guy almost drowned in the ocean. i don't know why stupid vegan bitch thought that he could swim, in the ocean out far?!?! so he was totally freaked out! these people actually respect life and death, and believe in higher powers, so he was really spooked! i felt so bad for him when he said he really thought he was going to die. the belief of the amish is that if you are not "with" them, you are going to hell. so since he is not currently practicing, he had visions of himself going to hell if he died. so anyways....on the drive home, the others were laughing and making fun of the fact that he almost drowned. what the fuck is that?!?!?!

the only reason i am referring to them as the amish ones, and such, is for your benefit, so you know whom i am speaking of. as a matter of fact the only people's names i actually know are the amish ones! i don't give a rats ass about any of the others.

~7-30-04~ Tyson KO'd!!!!

now i wish we would have got the fight!

tyson was ko'd in the 4th round!!!!

here is a link with the story.

~7-30-04~ Big Brother Update

some of this may have not been shown on tv yet, so if you don't want any spoilers, then don't read this post.




woo-hoo!!!!!!!!!! diane won HOH!!! so it looks like i can keep watching for another week! it was sooooooooo awesome. she went head to head against asshole jase! they had to hold a button while standing on this platform thing. anyways, they stayed on there for 9 and a half hours!!!!!

and to make it even better, she now nominated jase and scott!!!!! good girl!! now as long as noone gets stupid, this will be great!!

i don't know if this comes across on tv, but adria gets on my LAST nerve. that broad does not shut up!!!! thank god she was out early in that competiton last night, cause she was non stop jibber jabber and driving me insane!!!! then listening to her talking to everyone else, just something about her gets to me!!!

and what the hell is the deal with scott and cowboy?! why do they always have to bathe together?!?! i don't see why you need an audience and/or company to take a damn bath!!!!

i was all seeing if i could see any changes in scott since the pics i linked from his playgirl shoot. but no, he got in in his undies (cowboy too) why?!?!?! they would always show holly in there shaving her legs and she had her swim suit on. i don't know, i am dumb, but for some reason that just grosses me out. take a damn bath! take your clothes off!!! shit, i wouldn't care. if i was on this show...oooohhhh boy!!!! well if i was single that is. i would be having sex! if it came up that is. that hottie nathan last season, oh definitely!!!!!!!!!!! and a few others in past episodes as well. yes, i would have been the big big brother whore! haha! oh well, i'd have fun!! and i would take a damn bath without my clothes!

oh well.........i guess that is all for now, i'm tired!

~7-29-04~ Almost forgot

the guy from big brother that i had the naughty dream about, well here he posed for playgirl......
so HERE and HERE are the pictures.  i sure don't think he is too impressive down there!!! 

as i stated to BitterWoo, from where i got the links, i think he is such a big prick, that it doesn't leave much for down below!!!!

by the way, i think he looks awful in these pictures!  he is much better looking on BB, except he is a total ass!

~7-29-04~ Woo-hoo

i'm finally watching my big brother thing that i paid for!  i have a little hope in the show now that they booted holly off!  woo-hoo!!  the people i have now have a chance!!  they HAVE to win this damn HOH competition, that is what i am watching right now.

well i am trying to watch, my child is refusing to go to sleep and is up there crying in his room, which drives me insane!!!!!!!  he finally just quieted down and now he just started again.  i don't know what his deal is the past 2 days!

he wouldn't take a nap for my mom yesterday, so i finally got him to nap around 4 (late!), i got him up around 5:30.  since he napped late, i didn't put him down to bed til after 10.  that little fart didn't end up falling asleep til almost midnight!!!!

i'm waiting to hear a loud crash from up there.  i just hung his new shade in his room.  he totally destroyed his venetian blind that was there, so i got a regular up and down one, what are those called?!  well now he is screaming again!  AGH!!  i called bob for moral support, but he must actually be working tonight, cause he didn't answer.  i can't call my mom, cause she will just yell at me for leaving him up there crying!  if he was having a melt down for longer than 5 or 10 minutes straight, i would go get him, come on people, i am not that cruel!!  he is just having mini meltdowns that last a few minutes, followed by silence, then crying/screaming/coughing again.

aaahhhhhhhhhh....quiet now.....probably shouldn't have said that.

i actually used my new drill today.  and i didn't just use it as a screwdriver, NO, i actually drilled holes!!!!!!  yeah!  i feel all powerful now!  i'm telling ya, hubby better start doing stuff around here, the more i do for myself the less i need him!  haha!!!!

so i hung the shade.  oh big deal you say....well try having a almost 2 year old hanging on you and into everything around you while doing it and tell me, yeah piece of cake!  hmpf!!

oh well, my cute son seems to finally be asleep, i'm gonna go read my blogs and watch my live big brother feed for a bit.  if i think of anything interesting, i'll pop back in to tell ya'll.

~7-28-04~ Again with the de ja vu!!

ok, morris day was just on ellen, what the hell?!?!?!?!?!

i think this guy sold his soul to the devil or something!

~7-28-04~ AGH!!

ok, on to a different tv show of mine.....

i actually had some hope for big brother after saturdays show, well i should have known better!!!  those pricks!  i'm not even calling them by their little nickname, cause it is just dumb and i hate them, and pricks suits them better.  i actually started to like drew and have respect for him, welp, NO MORE!  i'm sure he is going to be like the rest of the pricks and break the tie by evicting adria.  then, i almost totally promise you that if a person that i like does not get HOH then i am going to quit watching the show all together!!!  i almost swear!!

the amazing race tonight was good as well.  i was sad to see the older couple booted.  the teams i hate, well i should say the teams i don't hate, not that i really like them, just don't hate them, are the cousins.....even though watching the midget run creeps me out, i think i like the twin girls, and i may like that colin dude and his girlfriend, if i don't like them, then i gained some respect for the guy tonight cause he was really sweet to his girlfriend, who was getting on my last frickin nerve!!  both her and the so called "christian" girl.  i wanted to shove that damned caviar down their throats.  not that i have ever tasted the stuff, but come on, i am sure it could have been worse!!!!

on a personal note, i am getting depressed with my weight again.  mind you not too depressed or i would actually exercise or diet or something to remedy the situation.  i just don't get how 20 pounds can look so awful.  at one time i actually weighed more than i do now, but i don't think i lookes so awful.  the reasoning for that i think, is because before it was probably all over, now it is just mainly in my middle section and butt.  so i just have this 20 pound lump in the middle of me and it grosses me out!!  oh well, boo-hoo me, exercise damnit!!!!

well i need to go to sleep, i have a eye doctor appointment tomorrow.  there is a lot of cleaning to do in the morn before i go.  have to get the house semi-normal looking before my mom gets here.  nighty-night!!

~7-27-04~ Things I hate about you

well i am bored, so i thought for fun i would "play" along with the show, things i hate about you.

i still soooooooooooo want to go on this show.  if they gave away better prizes, or money, i would definitely sign up, cause i know i could win in a second.

first what the wife hates about the husband.  he is nit picky about his car.  doesn't like her eating in it, leaving crumbs and rings everywhere.  doesn't like her putting her feet all up on the dash and what not.  well who would want that?!?!?!?  i totally agree with the husband!!!!  bob used to drive my car and it would be trashed in a day.  i hated that sooooo bad!!!  so i don't think the husband is in the wrong here.  plus the broad totally gets on my nerves!!  then she takes his car to the paint ball range and has his car totally covered in paint.  i actually got pissed for the guy, she also totaled the inside with chips and ice cream.  her point was that "it can be cleaned".  so the fuck what.  the point is, is that it is his car and he like is neat, bitch!!!!  i rate this a 1.

what the husband doesn't like about the wife.  she is picky about her food.  well at first i didn't see the problem, cause i am super picky about my food, and everyone hates ordering for me.  but this broad is a freak!!!!  all she ever gets is salad, tuna or chicken.  well about that who cares?!  if that is what you like, that is what you like.  BUT she then pulls about 100 packets of splenda* out of her purse and pours it on almost everything she eats!!!!!  she puts it on her salad!  she poured it over peppers.  UGH!  well to each their own i guess.  in this round the husband wins, but i think they are both stupid things to "hate" about each other.  i rate this a 10.

*note one of my first entries on my journal was about how awful splenda is.  i hate it!!!!

well the judges went with........21 (from 3 judges) against the husband........25 against the wife.

next round.  the guy thinks he is a no-it-all at cooking.  i guess he is a no-it-all at everything.  normally this wouldn't bother me, cause in my world, this is me.  but the difference between the two of us, is that this guy doesn't know what he is talking about.  he is usually wrong!  i, not to sound snobish, am always right, at least 99% of the time.  that is one of my gripes about bob.  i will tell him something and he will argue with me, or not listen to me, and i am always right!  i mean you think he would know that by now.  i mean i wouldn't even open my mouth and say anything if i didn't know for a fact that i was right.  here, i don't really mean like trivia like stuff, but more like don't do that or your gonna drop it, or don't do that you are gonna hurt yourself....stuff like that!  he doesn't listen, he ends up breakings something or getting hurt!  pisses me off!!!!!  anyways back to the show.......i guess that would get on my nerves, just because the guy indeed does NOT know what he is talking about and will sit there and argue, and pull shit out of his ass (but the broad really doesn't either, so why are they arguing?!?!?!!)  so i give him about a 9.

his gripe......she is always on the phone.  well for me this would be annoying is cause i cannot stand her voice!!!!!!!  so i would hate to hear her talk period!!!!  normally i wouldn't mind this either, cause i talk to molly forever, BUT her husband is there the whole time!  she sits there and talks on the phone all night, and not to her husband!  i am very rarely on the phone when bob is home, especially for longer than 10-15 minutes.  this broad gets up in the 45 min plus.  i think i would give her a 9 on this as well.

the judges.........21 against the husband..........27 against the wife

commercial......i wish i would have done this last week, it is pretty entertaining (for ME at least).

last round........

she thinks herhusband is gross.  ok, he is wretching...picking his nose and wipes it wherever he is at!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  then he picks his feet........ok, i totally think she wins this one!!!!!  he is FOUL!!!!  if i could give him a higher number here i definitely would, so he for sure gets a 10!!!!

he complains that she lies.  about shopping.    she buys the same shirt in numerous colors.  well....so what?!?!  but then she goes and hides her clothes at other peoples houses.  WOW....and she buys jimmy choo's.  aren't those expensive?!  then she wears them (clothes and shoes) like once and that is it.  so to me it doesn't really go to shopping, it is the spending all that damn money.  that would drive me insane.  another of MY complaints against hubby!!  so that gets about a 10 from me too!!!! 

wow, these 2 are almost made for each other.  they are both annoying!!!!  glad i am not with either of them!  on to the judges....

commercial........they just showed a commercial for the show i watched, showbiz mom and dads.  it looked new.  i thought the damn show was over!!!  so now i have to remember to watch it tomorrow night.  i'll check out bravo's site and see.  that was another disturbing show!!  some people are just so totally WHACKED!!!!

back to the show.  so far rob is winning 42 to 52.   round 3, 26 for hubby's gross!!  29 for the wife's a liar!  to it is 68 for hubby, 81 for the wife.  now they have a stupid bonus round.  they both get to pick a round and they score they got for that is tripled, stupid!!

is she wins then the hubby can't say anything for a whole day while they are in the car.  if the hubby wins then she has to give an outfit to charity.  oooohhhhhhh

he picked round 3 to triple, and she picked the car thing from round 1.  the total scores ROB:110 -JENNETTE:139.  so jennette is more annoying, so rob wins, delux detailing for all 3 of his cars....woo-hoo!!!  see what i mean about better prizes!!!!  for the record, the hubby just packed 3 trash bags full of clothes and took them to a thrift store!!  now they are expecting!!  good lord!!!!

aren't you all happy we had this time together!!  kisses and hugs!!!

~7-27-04~ De ja vu?!

ok, morris day is on leno right now......didn't i just write that exact same phrase not too long ago?!?!  what the hell?  does the time own part of leno's show or something?!  granted this time they are singing jungle love, unlike last time when they sang the only other song that they have, the bird

i just think that is odd!

~7-26-04~ Site meter

i had a lot of hits today!  thanks everyone for stopping by!  don't forget to place yourself on my guest map, or leave a comment, so i know who ya are, where you are, and how you found me.  if you have a site, leave a link as well, so i can visit you as well.

thanks!!  hope you all come back soon!

you will be greatly missed kenny!! 

~7-26-04~ Will miss you!

i just found out today that my fathers best friend passed away june 29th. 

i'm so saddened by this!  after my father passed away, i know he took it hard.  almost as hard as i did, so i felt a special connection with him.  he was a super great guy!!!!  very kind and loving!!!!  i am so regretful that i did not keep in better touch with him over the years!

i did get to see him last year, for clay's 1st birthday.  he stopped over with gifts.  he didn't need to do that!  i just wanted to see him and introduce him to clay.  it was so great to see him.  i got a christmas card from him and he promised to come and visit us, unfortunately it never happened!!

the only comfort i can get out of this situation is that now he and my dad can once again hang out together!

i'll miss you kenny!  you were a very special man!!!!

~7-23-04~ I'll take all the money ABC has for $2000, Alex

i can't believe i have forgot to mention ken jennings!!!  you know it is a big deal when you actually know a contestant's name on jeopardy.  but this guy is incredible!!!!!!!!!  have you all been watching?!?!?!  if we are not going to be home, we actually tape it to watch!!

it is just amazing!  well tomorrow is the season finale.  i didn't even know they did this on jeopardy.  until september.  so now i have to wait for yet another show to start this fall!!!!  he is well over a million dollars.  it is awesome!  he was just on leno.  he said he  google's himself...i wonder if he will end up at my site??  haha!!

to continue on with television.  i may just have to stick to my word and quit watching big brother.  those bastard guys won the frickin hoh, so now it is all just a matter of time before my people are all gone.  there is like no way that anything else can happen.  pretty much a done deal, so why bother watching?!  well unless i want to keep seeing that goof scott, and have more sex dreams about him!  haha!!  so that upsets me, i usually like this show so much.  i even paid for the damn real player thing where i can watch them 24/7.  $30 damn dollars and i keep forgetting to watch it!  haha!  how i love to waste money!!

not much else going on here.  i think my child has entered the terrible 2's even though it is a month away.  he is just so hyper and so motor butt lately.  usually i could just chill on the couch and he would play and everything was great.  not for the past week!!!  the child has to be on me! not all nice cuddling, sitting on my lap.  NO, it is crawling and climbing and getting into shit!  and for some reason he has now entered a phase where he is putting everything in his mouth!!!  i thought babies did that, not 2 year olds!!!!!  he will also just do stuff now, JUST to piss me off.  he started to crawl up on the patio table and sit on it.  now he will inch his way up on the chair.  then just sit and stare at me with this little smirk on his face, knowing any minute he is going to climb up there.  he will get this evil little grin kind of looking at me out of the corner of his eye.  UGH!!!!  if he wasn't so damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i just know i am going to be mean mommy, i just know it!!!!  he is going to be driving me insane!!!!

i don't know if i already mentioned this, but if my pregnancy in october wasn't eptopic, i would have a brand new baby last week!!!  i cannot for the life of me understand how you all with more than one child did it!!!!!  i would really be going insane right now if i had to deal with clay and a new one!!!!  i love him and all, but boy, he is getting to be hard work!!  :)

i'm off to read my blogs.......see-ya!!

~7-22-04~ Not much to report (i lied)

my trip to the dentist wasn't too informative. 

they took more xrays, which i just love!  did i tell you all about his xray machine?!  as soon as the picture is taken, it pops up on this computer screen that is right by the chair.  he can zoom in and crop it and shit!  it is awesome!!!

but of course, they still showed nothing that should be causing me pain!!!!  so it is a little tender biting.  so he was poking around, and something hurt!  and then he said that my gums there were really red and swollen.  then he asked when i last had my teeth cleaned.  HUH?!  so now i feel like a total disgusting slob.  me: oh it's been a while.  him: more than a year or 2?  me: (sinking in chair) probably.

so now he thinks i have a gum infection!!!!  i will be real pissed if that was the problem the whole time and i just paid $800 for a damn root canal!!!!  and still have to pay god knows how much for a crown.  i asked if they were like that before and he said not as bad, and what was there could have been from the problem tooth.  whatever.  oh i forgot to tell you all about the funny exchange we had before the exam.

my tooth hurts everyday, almost all the time!  he asked how it felt.  so i told him the only time it doesn't hurt is when i am there!  so he said he should move in, and i laughed and said, i'll move in with you! (dentist, rich, get it?!)  he laughed and said he didn't think he wife would be too keen on that idea.  so i laughed more and said i cook and clean!  :)  we all laughed.  then when he was leaving he said, i'll think about your offer....i laughed and said yeah talk to your wife!  haha!!!  you know what.........now that i retell the story, i don't think he said what i thought he said.  now i think he said that i should move in, meaning to the office.....and my dumb ass thought he said he should move in with me and i all ramble out, i'll move in with you..........well hell!!!!!  now i am damned imbarrassed!!!!!!!  bob was kind of upset with the whole exchange.  i thought it was funny!  the guy is NOT attractive at all, now if it were my eye doctor, that would be a different story!!!!!  god i just feel stupid now!!!!!

kind of on the subject.....i had a sex dream last night.  well as much as i ever have.  i never really "see" the actual sex part.  i think that may have happened once or twice.  so i always have the before and after.  anyways it was that goof i keep bitching about on big brother.  he is damn fine, but he is also a damn asshole.  so anyways, somehow we hook up and have some fine sex i guess, and somehow it comes to my attention, that HELLO, we are on camera 24/7!!  all i remeber after that is freaking out, cause i know bob watches big brother and wondering if they are going to show it.  and it wasn't like the sex that supposedly happened last season, all  undercovers, no sounds, no moving, no nothing.........  how queer is that!!!!!  i woke up like what the hell was that all about!!  i don't know if he still reads this.  so if he does i know he will now be pissed.  it was a dream!  come on, you know i hate the guy, let alone i don't even know him!!

some maybe good news.  the insurance adjuster called today.  he never came to the door, i knew he was outside this morning.  anyways.  he calls and says that he was writing the check for like $13,000!!!!!!!!  that is for shingles for the roof, and 2 sides of the house.  now i have no clue what shit costs.  i mean NO clue!  so i was kind of excited that i was getting that much!  the downside that since it is so much that he has to also include the mortgage company on the check.  i have to get an estimate and clear it through them and i guess they check to make sure the work is done.  so i guess i just can't pocket the $13,ooo, which seriously ran through my mind!!  my whole bitch is that why are they only paying for 2 sides of the house when i can see that there is damage on 3 sides?!  so now i don't know if i should call and argue the point.  like i said, my house looks like shit, so it is hard to really tell what is exactly from the hail, or should i just be damn happy that i am getting $13,000 to fix my house!  guess i will have to wait for the estimates to see.  i'll be happy as long as i can get everything done with no money coming from my pocket.  well, i do have a $500 deductabe, and they hold back almost $800 until they confirm that the work has been done.  but i am pretty happy now!!!  couple more steps closer to my house being nice and pretty to sell!!!!

well since that is good news, i'll end here on a good note!  night!

~7-21-04~ OOPS, i also forgot

did you all know that extreme makeover-home edition is new!!!!!  i sw sunday's episode, and i don't know how long new episodes have been on.  i am totally pissed! 

i know they said that the one where they did the house for the kids that lost their parents was the season finale, so how is the season new already?!  not that i am bitching, sunday tv sucks, and i just love watching ty!

did any of you see sunday's episode?!  talk about amazing!!!  they tore the whole entire house down and built a new 2 story!!!  yes they get 7 days, but by the end of day 4 the house was still not complete, so they actually did everything in like 3 days!  it was amazing!  and of course sad!!  sad, sad, sad, sad!  i was boo-hoo'ing!!

this family was nominated by a lady who's daughter had lukemia.  her daughter was saved by a bone marrow transplant from the lady who got the makeover.  it was so sweet!! then at the end, they all got to meet....oh the tears!!!

it was one of the best episodes yet!  i would love to see the total tally for that episode, it had to be astronomical!!  they even sent the family to hawaii while they did the makeover!  and i am pretty sure they stayed at the hilton, so right there is some BIG bucks!!!!

also, the regular extreme makeover was new this week.  i haven't got to see it yet, i have it taped (i don't have any tivo or tivo type thingy yet).  they made over 3 sisters.  it looked good, so i guess i will see.

i have way too much stuff to watch on tuesdays!!  at 8 was trading spouses and extreme makeover.  at 9 was last comic standing, big brother, and joe schome(lucky for me this is on monday as well), and that new show i spoke of last post, things i hate about you (luckily they reshow this at 11pm) then at is the amazing race!!!

so every other night there is squat on, but tuesdays i have every vcr in my house going!!!! 

oh well....for those of you who are fans of the home make-over, i just wanted to let you all know that they are new, so you don't miss it like i almost did.  my child is still awake, since it is now day time, and he is driving me bananas, so i have to get off of here!

 

~7-21-04~ Boob pancakes

well there is a google search for ya!  haha

well i had a mammogram today.  talk about pancakes!!  now i know why i have heard horror stories about them.  i mean it isn't like getting lasers to burn your eyes out or anything, but talk about my poor boobies being squished!!!!!!!!!!!  OMG!!!!!  thank goodness that is over......now just hoping for a clean bill of health.

to make the day even better.......i don't know if i recently talked about my car getting fixed.  i was all happy it only cost $40, i was in shock!!!!!!!!!!  when does my car only ever cost $40?!  well it was still making a scraping noise when i turned left, so i took it back.  he calls and tells me my front brakes are shot and i need new roters and everything..........yeah $40, to $400!!!  great!!!!  i don't know exactly what the breaks came too, but i also needed a new thingy that keeps my hood closed, that is almost $100.  so fricking ridiculous!!!!!!!  thank goodness for my mom and her goodyear card.  if anything is over $300 you get 3 months same as cash, so she lets me use it for car stuff.  what sucks is i just got done paying off $1000 from when i got a bunch of stuff fixed in january.  might as well add one more bill to my list!

****sorry, i tried to make this a seperate post, but for some reason, now here on blogger i cannot copy and paste either!!!  what the hell are they doing?!?!****

on to my favorite topic.......TV.  i still hate, hate, hate those bastards on big brother.  and why, why, why does shit always work out for them?!?!  i was all excited, since their little plan was going to backfire on them, but of course they win the stupid veto competiton, so that whole thing gets totally screwed and now 2 people i like are up for eviction!!!  i swear if any of them win the HOH this week, i may just quit watching!!  for real!  i am tired of seeing jerks win this show.  the only time someone i wanted to win, win, was the very first season.

there was soooo much stuff on tonight!  amazing race upset me.  i really like that father and daughter team.  of course i was crying when they were eliminated.  i'm starting to like the cousins.  even though they are a bit annoying, they make me chuckle!  i am also sick of people on these shows being assholes.  so i totally hate those 2 brother dicks.  i am no longer a fan of the "bible" people (christian my ass, liars!!)  i don't like the bowling moms, i don't like the black people, i just don't like when people don't play fair.  which i know it is a game, blah, blah, blah......but i am sure you can win by being nice and courteous.  maybe i am just naieve.

did anyone catch that new show, trading spouses??  oh my god!!!  that rich bitch was getting on my last nerve.  there is no way i would be able to live with her for a week.  i am just waiting for that black guy to tear her rich, prissy ass up!!!!!  what the fuck, she is telling him to go get her lunch now?!?!  who the hell does she think she is?!?!?!  i love the black lady.  she seems like a genuinly nice caring person.  i hope she doesn't bitch-out next episode.  and how about those rich people's house!!!!!!!!  must be nice.  what the hell do they need $50,000 for?!?!?  oh a boat to go with their boat house.  oh i wish i had their problems and needs!!!!  i just can't stand that white broad.  i don't know how many times i wanted to reach through the screen and slap the shit out of her!!!!  it was so funny when the son was saying about how she looked different from the night before!!!  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!  and how was she trying to "tell" the daughter how to watch her weight........she sure the hell ain't no skinny minny, and did you see HER son?!?!

another great show that started tonight, on bravo, things i hate about you.  i loved it!!!  i want to go on it!!!!  i would soooooooooooo totally win!!!!  i was going to make a list about bob and put on here, but i am sleepy.  i may ask him to make up a list about me, cause i honestly can't see what would get on his nerves about me.  not that i am perfect or anything, but the only thing he could talk about was that i don't clean as often as i do.  i don't think i have any habits or anything.  i will have to ask him, it will be funny to see what he comes up with.  then we will probably just fight, cause i will have about 200 pages of stuff that he does.  men!!!!

once again, sorry about the typos, i am sure there are many.  got a response from blogger and all they said is that they are in the process of inhancing spell check or something like that, and my patience is appreciated.  i am NOT patient!!!!!  they are just lucky this site is free.

well i'm outta here.....i'll write tomorrow and let you all know what the tooth doctor had to say and what the insurance adjuster came up with.

night!!

~7-21-04~ F'ing cingular

well i was all excited to get new phones.......well here bob's phone is up the 27th, mine isn't up til janurary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i was so pissed when i found that out.  i guess it is better that i found out, instead of ordering the phones first.

so now i don't know what i am going to do.  i called cingular and asked if i could just go with one of their plans, but that would be considered an upgrade, and i am not eligible until november for an upgrade.  screw you!!!  so i may just find out how much it is they charge for early termination, i know it is a ridiculous amount, but screw them!  i figure if i make $100 from getting the phones from A1 wireless, then i could just put that towards the termination fee, and just make up the difference.  i would probably save that much anyways, with the cheaper plan through t-mobile.

i want my cool camera phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~7-21-04~ F'ing wireless roadrunner!!

well, i tried to post this yesterday, but of course as soon as i hit publish, i lost my signal, so i lost my whole post.  it wasn't long, but i was tired.......

anyways, this is what it basically said.

if any of you are looking for cell phones i found this very cool site.  www.a1wireless.com.  i have decided on THESE phones, and the 400 minute plan.

i actually make $100!!!!!!!  woo-hoo.......now if i just remember to send in the damn rebates.

they have very cool, cheap (price) phones!

~7-20-04~ Male PMS

i think my husband is on his period this week, or else going to start.  he has been a real dick lately.  and those of you who are faithful readers, have seen there has been no bitching posts lately, which means we have really been getting along!  all of a sudden BOOM......what the fuck happened?!  now i am back to just wanting to kick him in the nuts!
 
oh well.........i have to go tomorrow and get a bunch of girlie test, woo-hoo, NOT!  i'm getting my first mammogram.  so that should be interesting.  i should have got one earlier, but i'm sure you all know how that goes.  since cancer REALLY runs in my family, it is time for me to be very cautious.  my mother had breast cancer when she was in her early 30's.  my grandmother was also diagnosed a while after that, and by the time she found her's it had already spread to other parts.  so instead of sitting and worrying all these years, i just kind of put it out of my mind, you know.....if you don't think about it, it won't happen.  well i decided to get with reality and have to get these tests done, just to make sure everything is alright.  i don't think anything is wrong, just better to be safe than sorry.
 
i'm just a doctor junkie this week.  tomorrow the cootchie doctor, wednesday the damn tooth doctor, then friday i have to go back for my 2 week check with the eye doctor!  whew!!  well i can only get stuff done when bob is on midnights, so that is every 3 weeks....so everything gets scheduled the same week.
 
wednesday the insurance adjuster is supposed to be stopping by as well.  i'm anxious to hear what he has to say.  hopefully my cousin's husband will be here by then and write me up an estimate for the stuff that needs done.  since he does that kind of work and knows what he is talking about, i'd figured he wouldn't "screw" me.  i'm just kind of hesitant about hiring people to do stuff that i know nothing about.  i'm really hoping i can get all my siding, garage door, spouting, and i would really like a roof, out of the whole insurance deal.  i doubt it will all be covered.  i mean i know the roof needs done bad.  it looks awful.  but if there is some hail damage maybe they will kick in some for that too.  i can really see the hail damage on the house now that i am looking for it.  so they should cover that, just have to see how much.  i am already planning on getting windows before winter, maybe glass block for the basement as well.  so much to do, so little $$$$$$
 
oh well..........gotta run, once again sorry about misspelling and what not, blogger spell check is still messing with me!!!!

ok....i miss me WITH glasses!!!!! :( 

~7-17-04~ BB5 update

i hate, hate, hate the hot guys on big brother.  i mean they are actually becoming NOT hot, cause they are just ignorant, immature, assholes!!!
 
i can't wait til a girl, except holly (who gets on my nerves as well), gets HOH!!!!
 
for those of you who don't watch, i know you have no idea what i am talking about....sorry!

~7-16-04~ Spelling

well, whatever blogger did, my spell checker is messed up.  when it does its thing, it pops up, but it doesn't show me what it wants to change, so i have no clue if i am right or they are right.
 
so i apologize in advance for all of my typos and misspelled words, which i know there are going to be a ton now, with no spell check!
 
damn you blogger!!!!!  i'm starting to not like you!!!!

~7-16-04~ Whew!

i busted my ass today!!  ok, why does this look different to me?  what did blogger do now?!  great something else for me to play with.
 
anyways........i busted butt today buddy!  i must admit that it does feel pretty damn good when i actually do something around my house.  i wish to god i would have taken before and after pictures.  i pulled all the weeds beside our garage, cut down about a million lilac trees, i swear those things are weeds!!!!!  then did the same thing to the side of the house.  i may be able to come up with a few pics that have the garage in the background to show ya.  it looks sooooo different.  it actually makes my backyard look bigger with all the weeds gone from the garage.  it looks so pretty that now i want to plant flowers!  yeah now that summer is half over!  i was thinking about either getting some fall flowers, or just ordering some bulbs and get them planted for next year.  i'm sort of excited.  guess we will see what happens!
 
so had something freaky happen to me just a bit ago.  felt like i was in some horror movie.  so i was feeding the cat, and i kind of heard some scratching noise, thought i heard some squeaky, but then again my cat was meowing my ear off wanting his food.  so i heard this sort of scrathcing, i have dropped ceilings in the kitchen and these hoopy fluoresent lights with the groovy plastic coverings, anyways i figured a bug was up there and it was flying around hitting the plastic.  i don't know what happened but all of a sudden i heard scuttle, scuttle, scuttle and saw something fly over my head.  all i see was some shadow shoot accross the ceiling.  i yelled for bob, of course he didn't hear me at first.  i thought i heard more than 1, but only saw 1.  so now, yes i have mice!!!!  it is weird cause i put some stuff away under the sink tonight and i saw some mouse poop.  i was like what the hell?!  then i thought it was old, cause we were just under there moving stuff out trying to get our dishwasher to quit leaking.  i said something to bob and that was that.  then what a few hours later i actually see them!!!!  so they must be new.  they probably figured we just got rid of one pest problem, so there was a vacancy, so they moved in.
 
how in the hell did they get in the ceiling?!?!  so now i am in a bit of a spot.  i really, really, really, really do NOT want to kill them.  i told you in the previous post, i don't even kill bugs unless they are going to bite me.  how am i going to kill a cute mouse?!  so i don't know what the fuck we are going to do!  does this shit ever end for me?!
 
i called the insurance company today about my hail damage.  they are going to send an adjuster out and i have to get an estimate.  so i am kind of hopeful about that.  not that i really have the extra money to spend right now, but heck if the insurance company is going to kick in some $$ i better do it now.  i went out and looked again today, and you can really see it, i don't know how the hell we have went all this time and never noticed.  i guess it is cause my house generally looks like shit, so i just attributed it to that.  i was thinking of getting it painted soon.  i guess i will check out prices and see.  you can't really see the dents, more just the scuff marks from the hail.  she asked if the roof was damaged.  well i know it is messed up and needs a new one, doubt the hail did any worse damage than already there, but i guess we will see.  maybe if it is a lot cheaper to just paint it, i'll just do that next year.  i just want it to look good to sell soon!  i'd love to do it soon, but maybe next year. 
 
i also made the mistake of checking out houses and i found a ton that i just LOVE!!!  not as much as the one i found last winter/spring, but nice.  maybe i'll post some here.  HERE is one.  THIS is one of my favorites, but it doesn't have much land.  same with THIS one.  i am not kidding i have over a hundred on my list.  i don't have all the details in front of me, maybe i will just post a few each day.  there are 2 that i really loved, for some reason they came up on a canton and vicinity search, but are not near canton!!!  they are in new jackson, not jackson right down the road.  i was so upset.  they were really nice!!  figures!
 
i love looking at houses!  even though it depresses me!  i can't wait to move, but i am sooooooooo not looking forward to getting this place ready to sell, the cleaning and the packing, UGH!!!!  i may have to get in a mood where i just start throwing stuff out, something i NEVER do.  but i just hate moving with  passion!!!!!  i swear the next time i do it will be the last, so i have to make sure it is all that i want and will need!  i just want it done before clay starts school.  so i guess i have a few years, even though i would like it to be sooner than later.
 
well i still have to go read all my blogs, and it is getting late. see you guys later!

Cutie Pie 

Me and my baby! 

Mr. Hollywood! 

Daddy & Clay 

found this on http://www.bald-moses.org/ 

~7-15-04~ Funny

i got THIS from Trish's new blog, Liberal Mommy. haha!!

this is the birthday card that i made for my grandpa the other day. i was very happy with the way it turned out. he got a big kick out of it as well. 

this is an awesome picture, just wish it was ME instead of grandma!!!! 

~7-15-04~ blogger! @#&%!!

i was actually going to post last night, but blogger was having some sort of maintanance. hopefully it will fix all the screw ups i have been encountering lately!!

i thought i was going to post something interesting, but now i don't remember. so i guess you will be stuck reading some boring stuff! hehe!!

south park is soooo funny! tonight one of the episodes was basically about downloading free music online, which is funny that i just bitched about that in a post the other day. it was soooo funny! and soooooooooooooooooooo true.

oh i remember what i was going to post. YIPEEEEEE!!!! allison was booted from the amazing race!!!!! i was so happy. i dislike the girl immensely! i do not know how in the world her boyfriend stayed with her after she was with, and i mean WITH, every guy on big brother last season. and this show she was just a bitch like usual. then again, he is sort of stupid anyways, so maybe the both deserve each other. oh well, she is gone so i'm happy! i kind of like the cousins, you know the one with the midget. sometimes they are funny, alot of times they are annoying. i like the daughter and dad team. i think the daughter is very pretty, and the seem honest and nice, so far. the one guy, don't remember his name right now, but he is hot. i really don't know much about the teams yet.

on big brother is kind of the same. don't really "love" anyone yet, but i still hate the hot guys. yes they are hot, and they know it, but i just hate when they think they are the shit. that is when i want them gone!!! be it girls or guys. why can't they just be like hardy, eric and nathan. they were hot, but they were also nice guys. nathan, nathan, nathan. he was just HOT!!!!!!!!!!! how he messed around with allison is still a mystery to me. jason, was a super, super nice guy as well. hot too! :) i still like the first season when WE got to vote off who we wanted. i soooo wish they would switch back to that! then who actually deserves it might actually win for a change!!

my eyes are still improving. they still feel tired a lot. at night i usually think, god i have to get these contacts out of my eyes, then remember, no contacts!! i did have another "realization" about my new vision the other day. i took a shower and could actually see what i was doing. not that it was a great thing to be able to SEE myself naked, but to see what i was shaving was great for a change!

the biggest thing i have to overcome is that i think after wearing glasses for a while they sort of become a "mask". no make up, no problem, it sort of feels like the glasses mask that. call me crazy or what not, but i have talked to others that feel the same way. now sometimes i stare in the mirror and it feels like my face is naked. my eyes look weird to me since i'm used to my glasses being there. kind of like a permanent accessory. so you kind of miss it! so now i sort of think i look weird!! i have to get used to the new me.

what else.....hmmm, i haven't updated on the flea situation lately. well, i still haven't found my cat. i actually did go out calling for him a few times. :( i haven't seen a flea in quite some time. my poor son's legs are actually clearing up. then the other day somewhere a rouge flea must have been in his shirt, cause there were, and i am not kidding, at least 12 bites on his back/shoulder. it had to be the same one since they were all in the same area. it was awful! since then i haven't seen any new bites. til today. i picked 2 bastards off him while we were outside. and 1 did get to bite him before i tore his ass off!! yes, i split them in 2. normally i am against killing bugs, but those that can bite me, namely fleas and mosquito's the deal is off. if i see you and can get you, you are dead!!!!! so we sprayed the yard again tonight. and of course it just rained, but hopefully it will still work. i went down the the basement the other day and actually took clothes out of the washer and put them in the dryer. the whole time i was down there not 1 flea got on me!!! not 1 people!!!!!! in case you forget, it used to be as soon as your foot hit the cement floor they were all over your legs!!! so fingers crossed they are coming under control!! now with all that said, my son will wake up with 50 new bites on him! UGH!!!!

i'm coping out the neighbors house and with the rain on it and the light shining off of it, it looks like there are a bunch of dings on it. i wonder if that is from that hail storm we had a while back. if so maybe my house looks like that and i can get new siding with some help from my insurance!!! hhmmmmmm........i will have to check that one out!! bob and i just went out and looked, sure enough from what we saw, there is a bunch of dings in ours as well. so now i'm gonna call the insurance people tomorrow. the only problem is, with my mom, her insurance would only cover 2 sides of her house, she had to pay for the rest and it is still coming to like $7000!!! and she has a small house. guess i will be making phone calls tomorrow. the insurance people are probably going to be like, the damn hail was only like a year ago, what the hell took you so long?!

well now my train of thought was broken again, so who knows what else exciting i was going to write about. i guess i could always write about how cute clay is, but you all hear that all the time. how about the picture of he and my mom. i love it!!! do you know that i have like NO pictures of me and my son!!!!! i am always the one taking the damn things so i have none of us! i hate that!! bob and i are both jealous of the one of clay and my mom. we took some the other day, they aren't as good though. i'll post them as soon as i get them uploaded, and if hello cooperates with me this time. i may do it when i am done here, or maybe tomorrow. depends if i don't get ADD in the next few minutes and forget about it and move on to something else.

so i'll end here and try to go upload some pictures. night all!

~7-11-04~ LASIK video

HERE is a video of an actual LASIK prcedure being performed.

pretty cool...wish i could have taped mine!

~7-10-04~ 20/20 baby!!!!

Hallelujah!! i am now, officially "normal" in the seeing department!!! woo-hoo!!!!

for the fist time since like 5th grade i have 20/20 eyesight!!!!

i had to trek back to the eye place to get my eyes examined. everything looks great, they say. so now i just have to keep putting a zillion drops in my eyes for about a month.

i go back in 2 weeks. i must say that i haven't had the great epiphany or anything yet. i don't know if it just hasn't sunk in, or i am just an ingrate. i don't know. i expected to be a blubbering mess... I CAN SEE!! I CAN SEE!! I CAN SEE!!! but no....the one realization that i did have was like 6am this morning, why i awoke, i have no clue, but i looked at the cable box and actually say 6:00! i looked twice and was like damn i can see!!! then quickly took my seeing ass back to bed since i knew i had to be up by 8am, and that bob's damn alarm was going to be going off at 7. but that was pretty neat. i think i listed that as one of my wishes for vision. i hated having to feel around to find my glasses on my night stand, yes feel, since i cannot see, just to put them on for 2 seconds so i can look at the clock to see what time it is!!!!! so i should be a bit more excited, don't you think?! what the hell?! i still haven't been able to have the one on one close up face time with my child. i'm still a little scared he may bump my eye or something, and i have to be careful about all that. so hopefully after a week or so, i can fully enjoy and appreciate my new gift of sight!

i accidentally itched my eye tonight. i don't know what i was thinking, well i wasn't. i didn't even realize til it kind of hurt and i was like, fuck!!!! i'm not supposed to be touching my damn eyes!!!!! thank god i didn't screw anything up.

here is a little mini rant, which i am sure none of you will care about, you may not even really understand much, since i barely know what i am talking about....and i don't really care either, but it pisses me off! this is most of the reason i just cannot stand sports. everyone is a greedy son of a bitch! i don't think anyone anymore plays for the love of the game, now it is all for the love of the money!!! i hate sports. but my husband being a man, loves them. so the whole way up to get my eyes done the other day i have to listen to this god awful sports radio shit. thank god jim rome had the day off cause i can't stand that ass!!

anyways, the first story, more significant to those who like the cleveland cavs.....who does?!?! i guess some people....anyways...

this dude, i have no clue his name, remember i don't like sports....anyways he and the owner of the cavs supposedly had some deal where they were going to let him out of his last year of his contract which was only going to pay him $700,000. this way he would be come some sort of "free agent" and he could get paid more money, but he had to promise to resign with the cavs for something like 40 million dollars, for like 4 years. anyways, so the cavs let him go, what does this fucker do, he goes and talks with another team who is going to offer him like 60 million. now what the fuck?!?!?!? the cavs were doing this guy a favor. they could have kept him to his contract and he would have only, yeah only, been paid $700,000, but they were looking out for his interest to, to offer him the 40 million and this greedy jack ass goes and all but accepts the OTHER teams offer against his "promise" to the cavs to resign him?! now some of you can make the argument that it is like 20 million dollars more......true, but 40 million, what the fuck is that?! pocket change?!?!?! i would be freaking ecstatic with 40 million!!!!!!!!! so screw that greedy fucker, i hope he tears his achilles tendon or something. i know that is cruel and mean, but i can't stand these greedy fucks that make more money that i could ever even imagine having and yet they are greedy and want more, more, more, more................

which also leads me to another story i heard on this god forsaken sports radio. more greedy fucks. barry bonds. he wants to be paid to be in the homerun derby. everyone else is there because the fans love it, it is a fun day off of the game, blah, blah, blah. but this guy, i guess the best and the actually leader in homeruns right now, says he isn't going to do it unless he is compensated. well how the fuck much do you make a year asshole. i think that is plenty of compen-fucken-sation!!!! AGH!!!!!!!

speaking of more greedy asses. all these people against kazaa. oh poor musicians, poor record company's. they are losing sooooooooo much money cause we are downloading music for free off the computer. once again, these people are living in million dollar houses, and driving 20 different cars, staying at hotels that cost more per night, than cost of my whole mortgage and they are whinning cause they are losing money.........boo fucking hoo!!!! by the ay i think they did something to kazaa to really fuck it up. i tried to get on the other day and couldn't download shit!! bastards!!!!!

oh well, now i am mad again, so i am off............

Aren't i lovely!!! but i can see!!!!!!!! 

~7-9-04~ I got zapped!

well, today was the day! my eyes are officially LASIK'd.

let me tell you how awful it was!!!!

i didn't much like the actual procedure. i mean it didn't hurt or anything, it was just uncomfortable. i hated when they put those thingys on your eyelids to keep you from blinking....then they had to put this suction thing on your eyeball to cut the flap, that was the bad part. it only lasted about 20 seconds, but it pushed on your eyeball and you lost vision in the eye. then you had to watch this blinking light for about 20 seconds while the laser did its job. you heard the clicking, and smelt burning, but didn't feel anything. same for the other eye. i got some sunglasses, and then i was done it really only took about 10 minutes! everything was blurry but i could tell i could actually see better. then i got in the car and we started home, that is when the HORROR started.

talk about burning!!!!!!!!!!!!

imagine cutting about a million onions, and then jalapeno peppers and then smashing them in your eyes!!!!! oh the burning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i couldn't even open my eyes they hurt so bad!!!! i came home and then started crying they hurt so bad. at first i couldn't even cry, cause they stung so bad! i went straight to bed.

now, thank god and everything, and everyone else possible that now the burning has stopped!! they are swollen and feels like i have a sandbox full of sand in my eyes, but at least they do not burn anymore!!

i have to put a ton of drops in them, they sting a bit, but at least that only last for a second or 2, i don't think i could bear the earlier stinging anymore!! at first i didn't even know if it was worth it, that is how bad it hurt.

so now i am wearing my funky goggles. i'll try to take a pic and post it so you can see how cute i look! haha. i have to sleep in these god awful things for a whole week!! but it is a trip, i can actually see! i am sitting here typing and i can see!!!

my eyes just feel very, very tired. so it is kind of hard to keep them open.

i'm gonna go rest them now, just wanted to let you all know how everything went today.

~7-6-04~ Blogger

is anyone else having problems with their blogger?!

first i just thought it was my pictures through that hello service, but now my posts aren't showing up either.

what the hell?!

~7-6-04~ Project DNA?!

i have to bitch real quick. for those of you who started watching big brother 5 tonight, will know what i am talking about, those who don't i'll briefly explain.

2 of the houseguests this season are related and don't even know about each other. never in a million years would i guess that the 2 are half brother and sister!!!!!!!! i missed briefly how he figured out, but my heart is breaking for this guy!!!! i think this is a very awful way of CBS to handle this situation!!!!!

now this poor guy doesn't want to tell the girl what he figured out, so now he is trapped in this house with noone to talk to about this situation! could you even imagine learning of such events and not be able to talk about it, cry about, question it?!?! i was bawling!!!!!

he grew up without his father, which is the girls father. so then they showed him asking her a ton of questions about "their" father. if was so sad!!! then it showed him just staring at her picture, now knowing that that was his sister, right in the same house with him. AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!111111111

i just feel horrible for him, and if it drags out, every damn episode is going to kill me. i should not be crying over some damn big brother!!!!!

i'm taping the amazing race 5 now along with last comic standing. i'll watch them when bob gets home tonight. i'm so excited that my shows started!!! i'm also pissed that allison, major bitch from last season's big brother, is on the amazing race. i sooooo had enough of her before. i pray that they are the first ones out so i don't have to see or hear her ever again. in a way it would be great for her to come in second place just like last season on BB. i hate her!!!!

well now i am going to watch the rest of my soap and then blow out, have you all seen that show. yes another reality show! haha!! this one is following jonathan something, who is opening a salon in hollywood. i know it doesn't sound too interesting, but this jonathan guy is a trip and that goofy brandon that he has working for him drives me and everyone else who works there nuts, so it is fun watching them clash. i missed it last week and he fired someone, i don't know if it was brandon or not, guess i will find out tonight.

i may be back later!! see ya!

~7-5-04~ ???

for some reason my pictures are not showing up here on blogger. i don't know what the hell is going on?!

well bob went back to work today. i felt bad for him, i'm sure that it really sucks.......NO i have never had a job where i got vacation or what not. as a matter of fact i really never had a full time job.

i just talked to him a while ago and he is hanging in there...what a trooper! :)

it is now 4 days til 20/20 vision!!!! i'm not really excited yet. not scared either. i'm sure thursday it will hit me! i just can't imagine what it is going to be like to be able to see without glasses!!!!

i can actually wake up in the middle of the night, look at the clock and know what time it is without pressing my nose against the face!

the thing i look forward to the most is to actually be able to be nose to nose with my son, and not have him grabbing my glasses, or when i go to kiss ram my glasses into my face. i can actually get face to face with him, with nothing between us!! i know that may sound corny to some, but i just cannot wait for that!!!!!!!!

hell i can actually go swimming underwater and be able to see!! i remember when i was younger, going to geauga lake, and hitting the wave. the lockers were WAY across the park, and there was no place to put my glasses and you can't swim with your eyes open under water with contacts...hell at that point i may not even had contacts yet...anyways, i would have to walk there and back, plus spend the whole time in there not being able to see squat!!! it was awful. aside from my ultrasounds and giving birth, this will be the most incredible medical marvel, if you will, that i have experienced.

hopefully all goes well, everyone keep your fingers crossed for me!

*sniff, sniff* aaaahhhhh! i have my candles burning, they smell so great!!!!! i love my candles!

oh, i tried the kiwi jam today. it was ok. i think that it would be better on plain toast or something like that. not all that impressive with peanut butter.

i don't know if any of you took my advice and have been watching joe schmoe 2, but oh my god!!! it is too hilarious!! i'm sitting here laughing out loud! and do so almost every episode!!!! you must watch this show!!! and also go out and rent the original/first season. it is now out on dvd! if you like reality shows, you will like this, it is totally a spoof of them all, but also real for the "joe/jane schmoe" that doesn't know the whole thing is fake. too, too, too freaking funny!!!!!

well, i'm going to go, see if any of my zoo pictures happened to show up here in my blog yet.

nighty-night!

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I just love this picture! 

~7-4-04~ Happy Independence Day!!

well, i'm bored! clay is asleep ad bob went to play softball.

my newest addiction.....no limit texas hold'em poker!!!!

not actually playing it, but watching it on tv. i've watched for a while now. bravo has a celebrity version that has been on and now espn has a regular poker championship on now. i'm watching last year's, but this year's should be starting and the winning pot is like 5 million dollars!

i'm so exciting aren't i?!

well we ended up going to amish country yesterday. the money i spent!!! and we only went to 3 places!!!! i knew i was going to go broke at the candle shop!!! spent almost $300 on candles!!! but they should last for quite sometime. they had a quantity deal, so who could pass that up. if you buy 12 (case)large candles you get them for $12 a piece instead of $14. i realized that i don't so much like the food smells...i'm more of a flowery type person. well except for mulberry and cranberry those are 2 of my favorites. other great ones are the linen and the seashore. then we headed over to the hinie's cheese factory. we don't eat much cheese, all i got was a small block of sharp cheddar. i also got some different jams. they had kiwi jam. i'll tell you all how it ends up tasting. they also had mango butter, but i didn't know if i would like it or not, i don't think i am too into apple butter. i also got some grated romano and parmesan cheeses. i just tried some beef jerky and it is pretty good. i don't like the stuff they sell in the store, so i was surprised i liked it. we didn't try the trail bologna yet.

we then moved on to the bakery across the street. bought a ton of stuff there! they had cherry chocolate chip cookies. me being cheap, refer to previous post, i got the day old assortment of pastries. they cookies were kind of hard, but good. here what i thought were cream sticks turned out to be lemon and cream sticks. i thought that was different. they weren't as bad as i thought they were going to be. i also got some raspberry bread. didn't try that yet either. i passed on their black raspberry pie, since we were heading to the amish door for that, so i picked up a mini red raspberry pie there. didn't taste that yet either.

so then we head to the amish door. of course they DID NOT have any black raspberry pies!!!! my fault, it was late in the day....damn it!!!!! but they did have my favorite, amaretto fudge!!! then while we were there, they put up the sign that all the baked goods were 25% off, so we moved to the doughnut counter. bob got this huge apple fritter. i got some bismark's, which are basically a jelly doughnut, these are filled with raspberry!!! YUMMMMM, wish i would have got more than 2!! i also got some chocolate doughnut holes.

so basically all we got were candles and food!!! haha!!

yesterday was also the "First Annual Ewell Surf & Turf Extravaganza".

since we bought so much dessert at amish country, we scrapped the whole dessert on the grill thing, same with the side dishes. we made a fillet and strip steak, then had the jumbo shrimp and lobster. the shrimp was ok, but i like mine battered and fried. i don't like the texture of then so much, but they had a really good taste to them. i don't like lobster. it wasn't as bad as i remember, but it wasn't anything special. the fillet was AWESOME!!!!!! but then again, how could it not be?! so the 1st even went great, can't wait til next year. i still may get some salmon. i would really like to try those shark steaks, or swordfish steaks....even a tuna steak, just something different maybe. i'm sure we will be stocking up on ideas for next year.

well, i'm getting off here for now....maybe i'll be back on later tonight.

~7-3-04~ what the hell now?!

half of my posts are showing and the rst are lost in cyberspace somewhere.

they show on my blogger template thingy, but don't appear on my actual blog. did aol or yahoo take over blogger recently?!

well maybe blogger is off looking for my cat, which i just was, with no luck. hope he has better luck than i did.

mommy's waiting for you to come home piggy!!!!

~7-3-04~ Zoo Pictures!!

here are the much anticipated pictures from the zoo. i will only post a few at a time, i don't know what the load time is for those without high speed.

plus i have to keep you wanting to come back for more right?! :)

Awwwww!! What a cutie! 

E-L-E-P-H-A-N-T 

Zoo pictures...pretty self explanitory! :) 

H-I-P-P-O.....you know the rest right?! 

~7-2-04~ I'm back

ok.........so let's see what all we did this week.

monday was the whole dentist thing, i think i told you all about that ordeal.

i also got my hair and nails done, i don't think i told you all of that disaster!!!!!!! i admit it. i am a very, very, very cheap person. i usually get my hair done at the beauty school. well, i vow that i will never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever be that cheap again!!!!! and me being the overly nice person that i am, can't bitch and tell these people to get a new profession because they suck!!!! so i just smile, tell them i love it, tip them, leave, and come home and bitch to everyone. my hair isn't that awfully bad. not what i wanted, but i don't really do it up anyways, so no biggie. well i got my nails done. that was a semi-first on that one. the only other thing i had done on that level was i had the girl put a new nail on once and i swear it fell off a few days later. well this little girl was cute, had cute nails, i was all confident. wow, was i wrong!!!!!!! this girl destroyed my nails. and how can you not tell that nails are not even?! you are staring at them doing them for an hour!!!!! to make it worse the teacher came over and raved about how good they looked....WHAT?!?! whatever. i swear, noone, and i am sorry, i should say no one that i have ever been to can do nails aside from the chineese people......sorry, oriental, whatever they are you know. i'm not dissing them, i'm praising them. how can they be so awesome at it and everyone else suck?! and then every american person is all bicker-bicker about them. like they are so awful and don't do it right, blah, blah, blah........well at least it looks good!!!! i don't care if you are putting dental adhesive on my nails, i don't care if you paint them with car paint. who cares, they look awesome!!! but alas, i am a cheap ass, so i don't go to them any longer. i go to this girl down the road. she isn't the greatest, and after the whole beauty school thing, i won't bitch about her anymore. even better she is cheap! she charges $16 for a fill, which is unheard of, and only $20 for a whole new set!! i usually always give her $20 for a fill. i don't know how in the world you are supposed to tip those people. anyways, next time i get my hair done, i may have to go to fiesta or some other "cheaper" place, just not the cheapest. i refuse to pay $100 to get my hair done. my friend just did that and all she got done was a cut and color. at the beauty school for a cut and color i pay at the most like $30! oh well........i guess it all grows back, and i don't ever leave the house for anyone to see them, so who cares!!

so that was all monday.

tuesday was the zoo. don't know if i told you all about that or not. my kid was totally NOT into it at all!!!! at one point we were in this "petting zoo" type area with goats running around. my kid didn't even pay no mind to them at all. he was running around trying to pick up sticks and leaves!! didn't care about the goats, monkeys, elephants, birds.....nothing!!! the only thing he attempted to interact with was the butterflies, which i knew he would enjoy, and i tell you what, after the butterfly place in niagara falls, this was awful! i saw about 2 butterflies! then again we were only allowed in there for about 5 minutes cause they were losing!!! which leads me to my other bitch. it closed at 5 pm, the whole zoo!! what the hell?! i totally misread the website. i thought it read summer and weekend hours, open til 7 pm. here it was summer weekend hours. so there was a ton we didn't even get to see, which i was a little disappointed, but hell my kid wasn't into it anyways, so........

wednesday, i don't think we did a damn thing....funny it was just yesterday and i can't remember!! oh i know, i took my car to get fixed. here the bumper was rubbing against something and that is what was making the god awful noise whenever i turned. so that was only about $40 so that was good. afterwards i went and got my spray tan thing. that is just hoopy! like it isn't bad enough standing there naked while some lady air brushes you, since i already have some tan, it doesn't even look like it did anything! my whole middle section still looks white as a ghost compared to my arms, chest, legs and face!! oh well, it is already paid for i guess i better use them.

today we went and spent more money. since i finally found bathing suits that fit, along with some shorts, i took back all the latest clothes i bought from walmart. those people must think i am nuts! every week so far i have been taking back like $80 worth of stuff!! oh well, at least i got some cash in my purse for today. went and spent more at some other stores. it is just amazing how it all adds up!!!!

i finally got a new shop vac. i also decided i wanted a cordless drill. since my hubby doesn't do anything fix it wise around here, i wanted to get something nice that i can use to do shit. so we got some little combo kit. he was already playing with it, so it should be no time at all that he is missing pieces parts from it when i got to do something. we also got a new post for our fence. now we can finally get rid of one hillbilly aspect of our yard, the bricks that are holding the gate closed now. but, we will see how long it takes hubby to actually get the post up.

then we were off to the baby store, better known as babies r us. i wanted to get a new car seat, cause i am tired of having to switch the one we have between cars. so clay got a laid out new car seat. i also finally found those damn bath crayons that i have been searching for. i also found out today that my child is a chicken shit. he is soooooo not like normal little kids!! just like above, he could care less about animals.....he was all amazed by the little rides they had in the store, so we put him on one.....as soon as that thing started moving he had enough of it!!! then he wanted on the other one, i put him on he was playing, no sooner did i get the coin it, it moved, and he was out!!! that all made one little girl there happy, cause she got to ride 2 rides for free!! so now i am kind of glad that i didn't take him to the fair a few weeks back, cause i don't think he would have been into it the least bit. the italian festival is coming up next weekend, so we will see then. if i even get to go!!!

here that is the weekend i am getting my eye surgery. my surgery is friday, so i can't go that night. they said saturday i should be able to drive myself back in for my check up, so maybe we can head out there saturday. my friends step mom had it done and the way she talked she was in serious pain for days!!!!! hopefully that is not the case for me.

one other bitch about the zoo.............they have designated smoking sections!!!!! what the hell, we are outside!!!! so that was stupid walking all over to find a damn smoking section! we saw other people walking around smoking anywhere, but i knew we would be the ones to get yelled out, and i didn't want to fight about my rights with people, so we didn't.

tomorrow we may go to amish country. i am in desperate need for my candles!!!!!!!!!!! so we will see in the AM how it goes. i'm also craving a black raspberry pie from the amish door.

we have actually stuck to bob's whole grill schedule for all week. last night we had lamb. it wasn't bad at all. tonight we had hamburgers. we actually splurged and got the "good" hamburger from the butcher. i don't much like it. it doesn't taste like hamburger! give me the full fat shit, it has a much better taste! he drove all the way into minerva (40 minutes) to get some choice steaks. he wanted "prime" meat, but that is hard to find around here. he got 2 strips and 2 fillets, but that is for the 1st annual ewell surf and turf night, which is sunday i think...or saturday. you'd think i could remember as much as he has went on and on about it. and YES, he truly did name it, and calls it by name.... "The 1st annual Ewell surf and turf extravaganza". we are having the steaks, lobster (for him, i don't like it) and jumbo shrimp for me, i may even get a small salmon fillet. i'm eve going to make a special dessert on the grill. by the way the whole meal is going to be made on the grill, that is mandatory. so i found a few that sound great, here they are: honeysuckle pineapple, banana boats, banana treats, and grilled pineapple and bananas. there were a couple more, but i think they are saved on the computer upstairs. so i will see what i can come up with.

tomorrow we may head down to the pizza challenge downtown. you know what i just read the site and it says it was wednesday and thursday. i swear it is thursday and friday!! i sure didn't hear fireworks tonight, so it couldn't have been tonight!! i'll have to check out the canton rep. to see what i can find out. i just did a search and clevescene says it is july 7-8!! what the hell?! ok, i'm an idiot!!! i just reread the official site and they too have it listed as the 7-8. so that means next week, which figures, same week as the italian festival and bob is on damned afternoons!!!!!! guess we will go for lunch one day. well that sucks! good thing we didn't just head down there tomorrow! haha!! ok, i LOVE this site!! i just found a ton of stuff going on around here that i want to check out!

speaking of fireworks, for some reason our city here, doesn't have fireworks on the actual 4th. it is usually the thursday before the 4th. i asked bob about it last night, and of course he knew less than i did. so oh well. i looked by our house, usually when it is going on there are cars up and down our road. no cars, oh well....so i put clay to sleep, not even 5 minutes later BOOM, BOOM, BOOM. i was like GREAT!!!! as much as i am a freak for fireworks, here i am bitching that they are going to wake up clay!! haha!! then i felt guilty that he was missing them. he sort of got into them last year. half of me was hoping he would get up, so i could go get him, but that little turkey didn't even get up!!!!! and of course the grand finale had about 150 of those big boomer ones. he slept through every last one!!

well i have to get off of here, this is a very long entry. for those of you who made it to the end, congratulation, it's finally done!! :) night

~7-1-04~ Long time gone.....

sorry i've been absent for a while.....i figured since bob was home and all, i shouldn't spend so much time on the computer, aside from reading walkthrough's for driv3r.

now he is being a pussy and going to sleep!!!! (inside joke between us) well hell....it isn't even midnight yet!! i'm wide awake damn it, he should be entertaining me!!!!

well at least it gives me a chance to write here.

nothing real exciting going on here. we have been doing a lot of running around, and a lot of spending money!!

i'm gonna go tuck him into bed, and will write more in a bit.

just wanted to let you all know i was still alive. :)