~7-15-04~ blogger! @#&%!!

i was actually going to post last night, but blogger was having some sort of maintanance. hopefully it will fix all the screw ups i have been encountering lately!!

i thought i was going to post something interesting, but now i don't remember. so i guess you will be stuck reading some boring stuff! hehe!!

south park is soooo funny! tonight one of the episodes was basically about downloading free music online, which is funny that i just bitched about that in a post the other day. it was soooo funny! and soooooooooooooooooooo true.

oh i remember what i was going to post. YIPEEEEEE!!!! allison was booted from the amazing race!!!!! i was so happy. i dislike the girl immensely! i do not know how in the world her boyfriend stayed with her after she was with, and i mean WITH, every guy on big brother last season. and this show she was just a bitch like usual. then again, he is sort of stupid anyways, so maybe the both deserve each other. oh well, she is gone so i'm happy! i kind of like the cousins, you know the one with the midget. sometimes they are funny, alot of times they are annoying. i like the daughter and dad team. i think the daughter is very pretty, and the seem honest and nice, so far. the one guy, don't remember his name right now, but he is hot. i really don't know much about the teams yet.

on big brother is kind of the same. don't really "love" anyone yet, but i still hate the hot guys. yes they are hot, and they know it, but i just hate when they think they are the shit. that is when i want them gone!!! be it girls or guys. why can't they just be like hardy, eric and nathan. they were hot, but they were also nice guys. nathan, nathan, nathan. he was just HOT!!!!!!!!!!! how he messed around with allison is still a mystery to me. jason, was a super, super nice guy as well. hot too! :) i still like the first season when WE got to vote off who we wanted. i soooo wish they would switch back to that! then who actually deserves it might actually win for a change!!

my eyes are still improving. they still feel tired a lot. at night i usually think, god i have to get these contacts out of my eyes, then remember, no contacts!! i did have another "realization" about my new vision the other day. i took a shower and could actually see what i was doing. not that it was a great thing to be able to SEE myself naked, but to see what i was shaving was great for a change!

the biggest thing i have to overcome is that i think after wearing glasses for a while they sort of become a "mask". no make up, no problem, it sort of feels like the glasses mask that. call me crazy or what not, but i have talked to others that feel the same way. now sometimes i stare in the mirror and it feels like my face is naked. my eyes look weird to me since i'm used to my glasses being there. kind of like a permanent accessory. so you kind of miss it! so now i sort of think i look weird!! i have to get used to the new me.

what else.....hmmm, i haven't updated on the flea situation lately. well, i still haven't found my cat. i actually did go out calling for him a few times. :( i haven't seen a flea in quite some time. my poor son's legs are actually clearing up. then the other day somewhere a rouge flea must have been in his shirt, cause there were, and i am not kidding, at least 12 bites on his back/shoulder. it had to be the same one since they were all in the same area. it was awful! since then i haven't seen any new bites. til today. i picked 2 bastards off him while we were outside. and 1 did get to bite him before i tore his ass off!! yes, i split them in 2. normally i am against killing bugs, but those that can bite me, namely fleas and mosquito's the deal is off. if i see you and can get you, you are dead!!!!! so we sprayed the yard again tonight. and of course it just rained, but hopefully it will still work. i went down the the basement the other day and actually took clothes out of the washer and put them in the dryer. the whole time i was down there not 1 flea got on me!!! not 1 people!!!!!! in case you forget, it used to be as soon as your foot hit the cement floor they were all over your legs!!! so fingers crossed they are coming under control!! now with all that said, my son will wake up with 50 new bites on him! UGH!!!!

i'm coping out the neighbors house and with the rain on it and the light shining off of it, it looks like there are a bunch of dings on it. i wonder if that is from that hail storm we had a while back. if so maybe my house looks like that and i can get new siding with some help from my insurance!!! hhmmmmmm........i will have to check that one out!! bob and i just went out and looked, sure enough from what we saw, there is a bunch of dings in ours as well. so now i'm gonna call the insurance people tomorrow. the only problem is, with my mom, her insurance would only cover 2 sides of her house, she had to pay for the rest and it is still coming to like $7000!!! and she has a small house. guess i will be making phone calls tomorrow. the insurance people are probably going to be like, the damn hail was only like a year ago, what the hell took you so long?!

well now my train of thought was broken again, so who knows what else exciting i was going to write about. i guess i could always write about how cute clay is, but you all hear that all the time. how about the picture of he and my mom. i love it!!! do you know that i have like NO pictures of me and my son!!!!! i am always the one taking the damn things so i have none of us! i hate that!! bob and i are both jealous of the one of clay and my mom. we took some the other day, they aren't as good though. i'll post them as soon as i get them uploaded, and if hello cooperates with me this time. i may do it when i am done here, or maybe tomorrow. depends if i don't get ADD in the next few minutes and forget about it and move on to something else.

so i'll end here and try to go upload some pictures. night all!