~7-22-04~ Not much to report (i lied)

my trip to the dentist wasn't too informative. 

they took more xrays, which i just love!  did i tell you all about his xray machine?!  as soon as the picture is taken, it pops up on this computer screen that is right by the chair.  he can zoom in and crop it and shit!  it is awesome!!!

but of course, they still showed nothing that should be causing me pain!!!!  so it is a little tender biting.  so he was poking around, and something hurt!  and then he said that my gums there were really red and swollen.  then he asked when i last had my teeth cleaned.  HUH?!  so now i feel like a total disgusting slob.  me: oh it's been a while.  him: more than a year or 2?  me: (sinking in chair) probably.

so now he thinks i have a gum infection!!!!  i will be real pissed if that was the problem the whole time and i just paid $800 for a damn root canal!!!!  and still have to pay god knows how much for a crown.  i asked if they were like that before and he said not as bad, and what was there could have been from the problem tooth.  whatever.  oh i forgot to tell you all about the funny exchange we had before the exam.

my tooth hurts everyday, almost all the time!  he asked how it felt.  so i told him the only time it doesn't hurt is when i am there!  so he said he should move in, and i laughed and said, i'll move in with you! (dentist, rich, get it?!)  he laughed and said he didn't think he wife would be too keen on that idea.  so i laughed more and said i cook and clean!  :)  we all laughed.  then when he was leaving he said, i'll think about your offer....i laughed and said yeah talk to your wife!  haha!!!  you know what.........now that i retell the story, i don't think he said what i thought he said.  now i think he said that i should move in, meaning to the office.....and my dumb ass thought he said he should move in with me and i all ramble out, i'll move in with you..........well hell!!!!!  now i am damned imbarrassed!!!!!!!  bob was kind of upset with the whole exchange.  i thought it was funny!  the guy is NOT attractive at all, now if it were my eye doctor, that would be a different story!!!!!  god i just feel stupid now!!!!!

kind of on the subject.....i had a sex dream last night.  well as much as i ever have.  i never really "see" the actual sex part.  i think that may have happened once or twice.  so i always have the before and after.  anyways it was that goof i keep bitching about on big brother.  he is damn fine, but he is also a damn asshole.  so anyways, somehow we hook up and have some fine sex i guess, and somehow it comes to my attention, that HELLO, we are on camera 24/7!!  all i remeber after that is freaking out, cause i know bob watches big brother and wondering if they are going to show it.  and it wasn't like the sex that supposedly happened last season, all  undercovers, no sounds, no moving, no nothing.........  how queer is that!!!!!  i woke up like what the hell was that all about!!  i don't know if he still reads this.  so if he does i know he will now be pissed.  it was a dream!  come on, you know i hate the guy, let alone i don't even know him!!

some maybe good news.  the insurance adjuster called today.  he never came to the door, i knew he was outside this morning.  anyways.  he calls and says that he was writing the check for like $13,000!!!!!!!!  that is for shingles for the roof, and 2 sides of the house.  now i have no clue what shit costs.  i mean NO clue!  so i was kind of excited that i was getting that much!  the downside that since it is so much that he has to also include the mortgage company on the check.  i have to get an estimate and clear it through them and i guess they check to make sure the work is done.  so i guess i just can't pocket the $13,ooo, which seriously ran through my mind!!  my whole bitch is that why are they only paying for 2 sides of the house when i can see that there is damage on 3 sides?!  so now i don't know if i should call and argue the point.  like i said, my house looks like shit, so it is hard to really tell what is exactly from the hail, or should i just be damn happy that i am getting $13,000 to fix my house!  guess i will have to wait for the estimates to see.  i'll be happy as long as i can get everything done with no money coming from my pocket.  well, i do have a $500 deductabe, and they hold back almost $800 until they confirm that the work has been done.  but i am pretty happy now!!!  couple more steps closer to my house being nice and pretty to sell!!!!

well since that is good news, i'll end here on a good note!  night!