~7-10-04~ 20/20 baby!!!!

Hallelujah!! i am now, officially "normal" in the seeing department!!! woo-hoo!!!!

for the fist time since like 5th grade i have 20/20 eyesight!!!!

i had to trek back to the eye place to get my eyes examined. everything looks great, they say. so now i just have to keep putting a zillion drops in my eyes for about a month.

i go back in 2 weeks. i must say that i haven't had the great epiphany or anything yet. i don't know if it just hasn't sunk in, or i am just an ingrate. i don't know. i expected to be a blubbering mess... I CAN SEE!! I CAN SEE!! I CAN SEE!!! but no....the one realization that i did have was like 6am this morning, why i awoke, i have no clue, but i looked at the cable box and actually say 6:00! i looked twice and was like damn i can see!!! then quickly took my seeing ass back to bed since i knew i had to be up by 8am, and that bob's damn alarm was going to be going off at 7. but that was pretty neat. i think i listed that as one of my wishes for vision. i hated having to feel around to find my glasses on my night stand, yes feel, since i cannot see, just to put them on for 2 seconds so i can look at the clock to see what time it is!!!!! so i should be a bit more excited, don't you think?! what the hell?! i still haven't been able to have the one on one close up face time with my child. i'm still a little scared he may bump my eye or something, and i have to be careful about all that. so hopefully after a week or so, i can fully enjoy and appreciate my new gift of sight!

i accidentally itched my eye tonight. i don't know what i was thinking, well i wasn't. i didn't even realize til it kind of hurt and i was like, fuck!!!! i'm not supposed to be touching my damn eyes!!!!! thank god i didn't screw anything up.

here is a little mini rant, which i am sure none of you will care about, you may not even really understand much, since i barely know what i am talking about....and i don't really care either, but it pisses me off! this is most of the reason i just cannot stand sports. everyone is a greedy son of a bitch! i don't think anyone anymore plays for the love of the game, now it is all for the love of the money!!! i hate sports. but my husband being a man, loves them. so the whole way up to get my eyes done the other day i have to listen to this god awful sports radio shit. thank god jim rome had the day off cause i can't stand that ass!!

anyways, the first story, more significant to those who like the cleveland cavs.....who does?!?! i guess some people....anyways...

this dude, i have no clue his name, remember i don't like sports....anyways he and the owner of the cavs supposedly had some deal where they were going to let him out of his last year of his contract which was only going to pay him $700,000. this way he would be come some sort of "free agent" and he could get paid more money, but he had to promise to resign with the cavs for something like 40 million dollars, for like 4 years. anyways, so the cavs let him go, what does this fucker do, he goes and talks with another team who is going to offer him like 60 million. now what the fuck?!?!?!? the cavs were doing this guy a favor. they could have kept him to his contract and he would have only, yeah only, been paid $700,000, but they were looking out for his interest to, to offer him the 40 million and this greedy jack ass goes and all but accepts the OTHER teams offer against his "promise" to the cavs to resign him?! now some of you can make the argument that it is like 20 million dollars more......true, but 40 million, what the fuck is that?! pocket change?!?!?! i would be freaking ecstatic with 40 million!!!!!!!!! so screw that greedy fucker, i hope he tears his achilles tendon or something. i know that is cruel and mean, but i can't stand these greedy fucks that make more money that i could ever even imagine having and yet they are greedy and want more, more, more, more................

which also leads me to another story i heard on this god forsaken sports radio. more greedy fucks. barry bonds. he wants to be paid to be in the homerun derby. everyone else is there because the fans love it, it is a fun day off of the game, blah, blah, blah. but this guy, i guess the best and the actually leader in homeruns right now, says he isn't going to do it unless he is compensated. well how the fuck much do you make a year asshole. i think that is plenty of compen-fucken-sation!!!! AGH!!!!!!!

speaking of more greedy asses. all these people against kazaa. oh poor musicians, poor record company's. they are losing sooooooooo much money cause we are downloading music for free off the computer. once again, these people are living in million dollar houses, and driving 20 different cars, staying at hotels that cost more per night, than cost of my whole mortgage and they are whinning cause they are losing money.........boo fucking hoo!!!! by the ay i think they did something to kazaa to really fuck it up. i tried to get on the other day and couldn't download shit!! bastards!!!!!

oh well, now i am mad again, so i am off............