~7-6-04~ Project DNA?!

i have to bitch real quick. for those of you who started watching big brother 5 tonight, will know what i am talking about, those who don't i'll briefly explain.

2 of the houseguests this season are related and don't even know about each other. never in a million years would i guess that the 2 are half brother and sister!!!!!!!! i missed briefly how he figured out, but my heart is breaking for this guy!!!! i think this is a very awful way of CBS to handle this situation!!!!!

now this poor guy doesn't want to tell the girl what he figured out, so now he is trapped in this house with noone to talk to about this situation! could you even imagine learning of such events and not be able to talk about it, cry about, question it?!?! i was bawling!!!!!

he grew up without his father, which is the girls father. so then they showed him asking her a ton of questions about "their" father. if was so sad!!! then it showed him just staring at her picture, now knowing that that was his sister, right in the same house with him. AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!111111111

i just feel horrible for him, and if it drags out, every damn episode is going to kill me. i should not be crying over some damn big brother!!!!!

i'm taping the amazing race 5 now along with last comic standing. i'll watch them when bob gets home tonight. i'm so excited that my shows started!!! i'm also pissed that allison, major bitch from last season's big brother, is on the amazing race. i sooooo had enough of her before. i pray that they are the first ones out so i don't have to see or hear her ever again. in a way it would be great for her to come in second place just like last season on BB. i hate her!!!!

well now i am going to watch the rest of my soap and then blow out, have you all seen that show. yes another reality show! haha!! this one is following jonathan something, who is opening a salon in hollywood. i know it doesn't sound too interesting, but this jonathan guy is a trip and that goofy brandon that he has working for him drives me and everyone else who works there nuts, so it is fun watching them clash. i missed it last week and he fired someone, i don't know if it was brandon or not, guess i will find out tonight.

i may be back later!! see ya!