~8-25-05~ Good morning!

it is 9:30AM, the kids are HERE bright and early already! :)

~8-24-05~ lordy....

i'm beat! i just cleaned my house ALL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!


someone was supposed to show the house tonight, which i don't even think they came damn it!!! but all that is the end of my story. i have been busy!


well not really busy, busy. the girls 2 door over, not "the neighbors", have been coming over as soon as they get up and don't really leave until supper, then they are back til well after 9. don't get me wrong, i LOVE it for clay's sake!!!! one is 8, one is 10, and their niece is 1. they are really cute, and very well behaved. they love clay and clay just LOVES them!! especially the 10 year old. now they boy doesn't say much, but whenever she leaves his sight, he is all "where shay-shay go?" her name is shailan. and her siblings call her shay-shay. that is so cute that clay picked that up.




i told them yesterday, they were going to have to come and entertain clay so i could clean my house today, for the showing. sure enough in their jammies they were here. just in the nick of time too, cause i was about to lose it with clay.

it sort of took longer with them here. first the 1 year olds mom was here, so i sort of felt obligated to talk to her, she is 20. so when she finally left it was lunch time, so i cooked everyone lunch. AGAIN you all with more than one little one, how in the world do you feed more than one at a time! i mean clay is damn near 3 (3 days!!) and yes i still have to feed him if i want him to eat more than 2 bites, and i had to feed the 1 year old. that was a pain!! lorday did those girls eat!!! they each had 2 bowls of mac and cheese, even the 1 year old! my kid.......yeah he ate about 2 bites! he is never going to grow!

so after that we got down to business! i cleaned the upstairs and when i was almost finished the girls finished picking up downstairs, all i had to do was vacuum, that was nice! and very considerate of them.

i felt odd cause i actually had to talk to their mother on the phone. i am an official parent now!!!! i know their mother thinks they are driving me nuts being here all the time but it really does NOT! i mean clay loves it! and frankly i like the company myself. a lot of times clay is playing with the 8 and 1 year olds and i am talking with the 10 year old. i hate, HATE that school starts next week! i am going to go nuts!! clay may have to start taking naps again!!


also.......look what i got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






isn't he cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! actually he is stolen. yes, i stole my cat! and yes, i know i am terrible!!!!! but my child LOVES this cat!!!!!!!!!!! and the cat loves him apparently, he lets him do stuff like this:




and doesn't move, scratch, bite, nothing!!!!!!!!!!!! as a matter of fact i feel pretty bad for the cat!!!! and now my whole day is spent saying, "leave the cat alone clay" "put the cat down clay" "don't push on the cat clay" "let go of the cat's tail clay". i think i may just record it and play it on a loop.

i think it is my punishment for stealing it!! see it belonged to some neighbors down the way. and really, they didn't take care of it at all. they would leave it out all night, and not pay attention to it, and it was LOADED with fleas!!! yes my dreaded nemisis!!!!!!!!! check out last year at this time to know what i am talking about!

we knew it had fleas, i mean as soon as i talked bob into letting us keep him he was right in the sink for a flea bath. i PRAY we don't have a repeat of last year! i aleady had that stuff on spook, that supposedly lasts for 3 months, and as soon as OREO was dry he got it on him too.

anyways, i stole the cat. now i feel guilty! i didn't even want to see the people, i broke down and went over their today, noone seems upset! the little girl didn't even mention it! so i really think it was for the best. except that those little girls that play with clay KNOW, so i am afraid that, they in their youth, will slip up and say something! we he was just neutered and declawed, so if they want him back they will have to fork over some money for him now. yes, i am going to hell!!!!

but this cat is amazing! i mean he puts up with clay. he and spook are great together, and he is a LAP CAT! i finally got me a lap cat again. and he sleeps with us! so now of course i am an ITCHING bitch! he is just sooooooooooo cute, you should see how he eats........



he puts both his paws up on the bowl! how cute!! and boy did that cat eat the first night we had him!!!! poor thing was starving!!

he just came home today from the vet. he is in much better spirits than i thought he would be. he is just a great cat!


so what else is going on here??????? well i went off my birth control. so we should be trying for baby #2 very soon. i really want to lose some weight first, so after our vacation we are going to go on a diet or 2 that i have here. so maybe next month, for sure by october, if all goes well i'll be good and pregnant AGAIN!!! gasp! how scary!! but sort of exciting too.


our trip is coming up very quickly! so is clay's birthday. i still can't believe he is going to be 3! it is so amazing!

did i tell you all he knows how to get on the internet?!

he knows to click the explorer icon, then go up to favorites, then go to his folder, then click on elmo or noggin!! he even knows how to click on the arrows to scroll up and down! and i never even really showed him!!! he got it from watching me! that was a real trip!


anyways, i don't think the people who were supposed to come look at the house tonight did. pisses me off! not that we were real into it or anything at this moment. we are sort of like, whatever. i am not really looking forward to being poor, but i really do want a nice house, where i want it, OUT of the city! but again, i am going to miss the girls!!! my mother was nice enough to point out that if i get a house in east ja=pee=pee (sp???) i'm sure not going to have any neighbor kids who can pop over all the time. so as much as I want to be out in the country, nice and secluded, i guess i have to take in consideration my child(ren). so that is another thing we have to consider! and not knowing what is going on with bob's job scares me right now. i don't want to move into a new, doubled, house payment, then all of a sudden bob is on strike for god knows how long! that won't work with NO income coming in!!!! oh well, like i always say.......if it is meant to be, it will be.


well i will leave you all with a picture of my new hair cut, i wish i had an old one to compare it too. i'll look. see ya!!


OLD me (easter 05):




NEW me (gotta love SELF-taken photos!!):




well i will leave you with this cute picture, even though we both look silly!



i lied! i'll leave you with one where we both look cute :)

~8-13-05~ I'm MELTING!!!!!

SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!

it is flippin HOT!!!!!!!

it is 88 degrees, but with the heat index it is 94 degrees!


i was smart enough to finally figure out, or at least try to find out, that my wireless internet works out on my front porch. so here i am! UNFORTUNATELY the only spot it works i am NOW directly in the SUN, so i am sure it is more than 94 degrees!!!!

i tried to move about 3 iches forward to be out of the sun, but no, no connection!

and it has been this hot all freakin week!


so now here i sit, worried that every vagabond, or what not who walks down my street is going to run up and jack me for my laptop! paranoid much?!?! but you never know people these days! but i am sticking it out, cause sitting out here is driving me insane! but my child wants to be out here, so i am obliging him. that is just one of the things a parent will do for their children! :)

well i am all hunched over now trying to type and it is not comfortable. so i will let you all go for now.

have a good weekend!

~8-8-05~ Classes?

do they have classes on HOW TO TELL PEOPLE NO?????????

i really need such an education!

so "the neighbors" (previous post)were back....surprise, surprise!

well, i was partly out there hoping they would come and play with clay, but i REALLY need to set down some "rules" REAL quick!!!!

so again they ask for juice first thing....ok no problem, i bought some of those cheap little hug things, YES, just for them coming over! i sure am not going through my damn juicy juice boxes everytime they are here! so fine, i go in the house to get them, next thing i know that 10 year old is REIGHT behind me! she just walked in my house! and NO that wasn't the only time it happened! so that was driving me bananas!

then she started messing with my keyless entry, she wanted to do it.....so what do i do...........LET HER!! now this 10 and the 8 year old too, knows my fucking code to get in my damn house!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING????? so now i have to change that!!

so i am now praying that my food HURRIES up and gets here! it does, then the girl AGAIN asks, "can we eat wit you?" i felt horrible, but i had to say the truth, sorry, but we don't have enough tonight. but REALLY i didn't have enough for 7 extra people!!

so then i said we had to go in and eat. the one girl wanted us to eat outside, but i said we couldn't****did i tell you all we started to eat at the ACTUAL table? YES!!**** then she asked if they could stay outside in the yard while we ate. again i said, the truth, clay wouldn't eat if you guys were out there playing. so they FINALLY let, much to my child's dissatisfaction. i said they could come back later, but my mom is here now, and i am not taking any chances of going out and them seeing us. hopefully they won't come up to the door and knock!!

THE THINGS I DO FOR MY CHILD'S HAPPINESS!!!! sigh.....he loves the kids though, and i feel bad for them, so i have to give in i guess. i really think i need some medication though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i AM going to make some rules though. they are:

*1 juice per day
*all trash MUST go in the trash can
*NO walking in the house
*as a matter of fact NO house at all unless we come in, or PLAYROOM only
*and of course they HAVE to listen! they already broke my damn bouncy and i told them not to jump on it, but they were....in all fairness though, it may have been my kid that turned it on and got in it first, i wasn't there, so i don't know. i think i will have bob get it out of the yard, until he fixes it.

well my mom just got here a bit ago, and it is already almost 8 so i will go spend some time with her.

take care!!

~8-8-05~ Long post......

what have we got ourselves into??????????


i thought i posted on this topic before, but i couldn't find them to link back to, so i guess i am going to have to start at the begining.........LONG!


so i guess back at the end of june beginning of july bob and i were at walmart. i don't exactly know where bob was, but i was doing my shopping and this guy comes up to me. he said he "was having a problem he was trying to get a box of "peppers" but they would let him use the foodstamp card for them, mumble, mumble, mumble, could i help him?"

i really didn't know what the hell he was talking about, i couldn't understand why he couldn't buy "peppers" with the food stamp card. so i finally asked how much the "peppers" were. so he takes me to his cart and shows me this box of PAMPERS!!!!

so then it finally clicked what the hell the guy was saying/asking. he wanted to pay for my groceries with his food stamp card and me give him the cash! so i was like, dude, look at my cart i have like $200 in here, i don't have $200 in cash!!!! i told him i'd find my husband and look for me later.

so, yes i know it is against the law and all, but his kid needed diapers!!!!! so i found bob and we dug $30 dollars of groceries out so we could give him the money to buy diapers. so bob got to go do all of that....

next thing i know bob comes back and tells me that these are the people who are renting his friend's mom's house 2 doors down from us, who just moved in!!!!!! we have seen them a few times, all 800 of them, bob recognized one of them that is how he made the connection. they thanked him and all of that. so we felt good, we did our good deed for the day. (this all took WWWAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY longer, than a few paragraphs!!!)

then as we were checking out we saw him going up to OHER people with the same story!!! whatever, bob did see the mom taking the diapers out to the car, so we know that the baby actually did get diapers.

so move forward a bit, now i see the guy walking down the street all the time, he says hi, i can't understand what else he is saying, so i just wave and smile.

a few days later, the one girl comes to use the phone. about 3 times that day!! we were having an open house that day and when our realtor shows up an ambulance comes tearing down the road and it stops at their house! i was trying to be nosy, but i had some things to finish up in the house, but when i left, it wasn't there anymore. later that night after 10pm and my doorbell rings. i answer the door and it is that girl AGAIN and she asked if she could use the phone to call 911 one little girl there burned her leg on a cord or something. i don't know??

the next day we are in the back yard with clay's new bouncy thing and i see some lady come walking up with bob. i was hoping it was someone about the house, no here it is the MOTHER wanting to use the phone to call steve, bob's friend, that is renting the house. so i go in to be nosey. here i guess a few days earlier their electric was screwed up and she lost all of the food in her freezer. she had to pay the electrician $250 and steve's mom was supposed to be sending her a check for that, but now she was out of food and out of money. she wanted to see if steve could give her some of her deposit to go buy some more food.

so me being the kind heart i am went to the basement and dug out a bunch of food and gave it to her to hold them over til they got some money. awwww....i'm so nice!

well an hour later....DOORBELL!!! it is the girl again.........wanting to know if they could borrow $20!!!!!!!!!! i just gave them a ton of food!!!!!!!!!! WTF????

that was a sunday. their phone wasn't getting on til tuesday, so they were here a few more times.

here is a little background on the people. the mom is 28. all the kids except 2 are foster kids. the girl i am always talking about is 21, she is a foster kid too. and i guess is a little slow. i really can't tell, she just seems a little young for her age i guess. so the mom said there are 5 kids, i don't know if she was counting the 21 year old or not.

then wednesday comes and i breathe a sigh of relief! thinking i am going to be left alone now.....no. the girl, ashley, comes over. she is always trying to talk to clay, it is cute, but he is always shy and hides behind me. so she comes and says she doesn't have an excuse to come over anymore since thier phone is on. she chats a bit to clay then goes about her business.

the next day the guy stops....kid in car, and comes up and asks for a cigarette. he chats for a bit...he is just weird!

so ashley is always walking. clay has finally warmed up to her. she would always come over and tickle him, he loved it.

i'm starting to feel bad for ashley. i think the reason these people "got" her was to be a babysitter for the rest of them!

i knew ashley had a doctor's appointment on thursday. i asked her how her appointment went and she told me her mom, donna, went to cleveland for her birthday, so she didnt' get to go to her appointment!! i thought she was going to be back in a day or so. the other day, saturday, she came with some of the kids, clay was loving it!!!!! they were in the back and the kids were loving all the toys! the littler girl asks if they can come back later, ashley said to ask me......me the person who doesn't know how to tell people no.......sure.....i asked if her mom made it back and she said no, she wasn't going to be home til tuesday or wednesday!!!!

****OOOHHH backtrack.....the other day the dude was walking, i was like GREAT! i saw him coming up my walk. he said he was going to do some wash. he had a big trashbag. i was like, oh. then he said he was going out of town, i said oh. then he was like "i might not come back man"........."can i get a hug, i might not be back" and he proceeds to come up and give me a hug!!!!!!! i'm sitting there like HUH??? so later ashley comes over and we ask about him and if he left. she says she doesn't know what he is doing. here it isn't even donna's husband, it is just a boyfriend! bob asked ashley if she liked him and she said no. bob asked why? i was like, please don't tell me something i didn't want to hear..she just said he could be mean sometimes.**** back to the present.

well i felt bad, cause clay NEVER gets to play with other kids, so i told bob he should go see if the kids are going to come over for a bit. next thing i know he comes back with 6 KIDS! and NO ASHLEY!!!!!!

don't ask me names, cause i still don't have that down, but this is what i had:

18 month old
2 year old
4 year old
7 year old
8 year old
10 year old.........and clay!!!!!

next thing i know i know ALL of clay's toys are outside and kids are running around everywhere........

then the 10 year old comes up and asks, "can we eat with you?" i said sorry honey we already ate. so then i felt bad, so i went and got some hotdogs out and made hotdogs on the grill. while i was cooking the 4 year old came up and asked, "do you have any food?" my eyes welled up and i about cried, and told her i was making it.

god i feel terrible for these kids!!!!!!!!!! i don't really think they are being abused, but i just feel bad that i don't think they are getting everything they should. i seriously thought about calling child services, but then i thought they might have it better there than with an other family.

then i feel bad for ashley. that poor girl doesn't EVER get a break! so i wasn't too upset that she wasn't here with the kids. i figure it would give her a break. and the kids weren't bad at all. they were nice, they really look out for the younger ones too.

this all started at about 7:30pm........they did not leave til after 9pm! and after bob emptied our fridge! they left with a ton of juice and yogurt!

oh AND MY DAMN BOUNCY THING IS BROKEN!!!!!

but the good thing is is that clay had a BLAST!!!!!! he loved it!!!!!!!!!


then today ashley comes over with the 10 year old and asked if i could watch her for a bit. i won't get into why, since i still don't get it. so it was actually nice, she occupied clay, and i CLEANED MY WHOLE HOUSE!

CLAY BLEW A GASKET WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT SHE LEFT! he ran out of the house screaming and crying running towards their house!!! i felt so bad!!

lord! i really regret not having another baby sooner! so it is definitely going to be this year that we get pregnant again!

well i am trying to talk on the phone and type so it is getting pretty hard, so i am out of here, it has already taken an hour to write this.


type more at ya later!

~8-5-05~ TIRED!!!!!!!

i have been up since 5:30am!!!!!!!!!! why??????????????


i have no clue why i woke up in the first damn place. then every time i would open my eyes i would see flashes of light, so then i had to keep opening them and closing them to see if i was seeing things. finally, i heard DISTANT rumbling, so i was like FUCK. then i hear bob go, what? i said it is about to storm. the damn blower to that $150 jumpy thing i bought for my child who has played on it for about 10 minutes total is out there and it probably shouldn't be getting wet.

bob said he would go get it and he did. by this time you could start to hear that it was actually thunder. so i said FUCK again. bob said, what? i guarantee clay is going to get woke up by the thunder. (which by the way my child did not end up falling asleep last night til almost 11pm!!!!! and that is after about 20 trips for me UP the steps to put him back in bed!!)

sure enough 6am rolls in, with MUCH thunder, and he comes storming in...MOM!!!!

so i put him in bed with us. he is laying there but not being too still. i knew it was about time for bob to get up, and i knew if that happened he, clay, would definitely be UP for the day. so i took him back in his room and laid with him. it kept on storming, and he finally had enough of laying in bed at about 7:30am, so we were up....or should i say he was. i tried to get back on the couch for some shut eye, but read the previous posts, you know how that goes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear to god it did not stop storming til about 10am!!!!! that was one damn long ass storm!!!


we are supposed to go to the rib thing tonight. it is SUPPOSED to clear up, even though now, at 1:30pm, it still looks lousy out. but at leat it is only 71 degrees!!!!!!! LOVE IT!!!! it is still a bit humid, but gotta love temperatures when they are well below 80!!!!! so i guess we will see when bob gets home if we go or not. i'd really rather not cause i am TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but if i try and come between the man and his ribs, it will just be grief, so i might as well just suck it up and go!


by the way my child has been asleep since 1pm! that is the ONLY good thing about being up since 6am! but i still can't get sleep!!!!!!!!!


well now i am off to balance my checkbook to see if we even have any money to go get ribs!

see ya'll later!

~8-4-05~ Woo-hoo!

a few woo-hoo's today....

my son is sleeping! and with only mild fighting and resisting.


my hair looks sooooooooooooooooo cute! got it CHOPPED and highlighted again. i just finally had them grown out, but gave in to my inner temptation and got them. and oh my god does it look great!!!!!!!!!! gotta love my nail girl! who i guess is now my hair girl too! :) i'll try and get a pic later. wish i had a before one to compare it too. but i got at least 4 inches cut off.


guess that is it for my woo-hoo's! i'm not complaining, i'll take em when i can get em!!


i'm out of flippin koolaid!! well not out, out, but out of black cherry! i was on a pink lemonade kick, but then it started giving me the acid reflux again....and of course i am craving some damn koolaid!!!! i usually don't drink pop til dinner time, and water........who drinks JUST water?!?!?! ha! not me unless i am dying of thirst! you know me and the healthy stuff....we just don't click!


my catfish tank is doing much better. i still smell a little funk if i keep the french doors open. so i feel bad cause without the door open it gets NO central air in there and is HOT!!!!!!!!! but i really cannot handle that smell. and i have candles lit, and it doesn't cover, it just combines and that is even worse than just nasty fish tank smell!!!!!! pina colada nasty fish tank.....uuummmmmmmmmm! NOT!!

so anyways, i fixed the other filter that came with the tank, so i think that helped out alot. i am still going to have bob do another water change tonight, and hopefully that will do it. so far no fish deaths to report either, which is very odd! well now that i said that............


i really need something to drink........i'll be back.............ok, i had to cavea nd drink a pop, but it is orange pop, so it is sort of like koolaid!


we were going to head to the rib burnoff tonight, mom said she would watch clay for a few hours, but it is damn hot out there!!!! it is already over 90 degrees! i'm not about to walk around in the heat with the sun beating down on me! tomorrow it is supposed to be like 10 degrees cooler, thank you god!!! so we will probably just go tomorrow and maybe saturday. gotta go stuff our faces and spend much $$$$.


well i am kind of just rambling and making myself (and i am sure you too!) bored, so i will go for now.

have a great day everyone! see ya!

~8-2-05~ Torture!

well i have my child shackled and bound in his room.....kidding, but i do have his gate up. i really hate that, but it is the ONLY way to get him to take a nap lately!


i give him several chances and several more warnings, but then the gate goes up, the tantrum, screaming and crying starts, then in about 10 minutes he is out! it really does work every time, but i just feel awful doing it!!

just went in to check on him. LOOK AT HIM! i don't even know how you would get in this position, then fall asleep!! haha!!!!



i was going to move him to his bed, but my luck he would wake up and not go back to sleep. i'm only going to let him sleep about an hour, heck he may get himself up before then sleeping like that! :)



while i am at pictures...here are 2 of my poor mousies.....RIP little guys!! they were alive here! as a matter of fact i was all excited that they were out of the nest and moving around! i guess they were like "where the fuck is my mom, we haven't had anything to eat in days....." (she died, so the babies didn't get fed and they died.)




here is my new aquarium set up:




here is where the mice used to be, but now home to my catfish....



yes i am aware it looks pretty nasty. i don't know what the deal is with it, it really, REALLY stinks too!!! my whole house reaked today, thank goodness i have french doors to close! i'll probably clean it out AGAIN here when i am done typing.



last aquarium. not many fish in here. i did add a few more last night, after the pic. but i just love the background in this tank!!





ok.....i have to get off of here and get something done....

just thought i would let you know, i am eating these pretzels i got from walmart, their brand...sam's choice..........OH MY GOD!!!! THEY ARE DELICIOUS!!! they have peanut butter inside of them! i don't know if other brands make these, but i am in love!!! and it is sooooooooo hard to stop eating them! clay bites them open and eats the peanut butter, that is it. he likes pretzles, so i don't know what the deal is there!!

have a great day!!!!

~8-1-05~ Well........

as i expected, all my mice are DEAD!!!! so from now on, instead of being a caring, compassionate, loving person, i am going to be a cold hearted bitch!!!!!

all of my caring and nurturing gets me what????????? broken hearted and sad!!!!!! so i guess now i will just lay out some poison traps, or if i do catch one, i'll just throw it out in the pouring rain, no more trying to be nice and "save" it.


so, with the mice gone we can now set up the aquarium for its intended purpose....for my enormous cat fish. so we did that last night, lord what a pain. it wouldn't have been bad, but we had to rearrange some of the other aquariums to get that big one set up. we did not get finished til almost midnight. thankfully my mom came over once we got started, so that really helped out (with clay), or we probably never would have finished.

so now that my catfish finally has room to move around, i'm sure he will die now too!



on to my next topic.........HAVE YOU SEEN THE PRICE OF CIGARETTES?!?!?! HOLY FUCK!!!

OVER $40 FOR A CARTON OF MARLBORO'S AND OVER $38 FOR A CARTON OF BASIC'S!!!!!

all i can say is thank god for the internet!!!! i'm oblivious to the prices of cigarettes ever since i started buying them online. i get carton's of basic's for $23!!!! i am saving $15 per carton!!!!

well, now that i said that something will happen there to dick me.........i just know it!



just like in a previous post i wrote, "we are getting at least 1-2 people a week to come look at our house." know how many we have got since i wrote that.....ZERO!!!!

i think it is mostly our realtor. if you are reading this jerry, sorry....i LOVE ya to death! you are a great guy and all but i think more could be done. like i think my house should be advertised in that homes magazine EVERY issue! i was told it was every other issue, well it has been 2 issues now and my house is NOT in there either times!!!!

i think he has to pay for this himself, that is why. i really think we need to go with someone else. there are realtors in there who advertise EVERY issue, and they even have their own personal website to advertise houses, along with the realtor site. i think the reason we were getting so many hits there for that span is because our house WAS in there that issue. i don't know. i am just getting disheartened (??) again. this process is taking waaaaaaaaaay too long! but like i said 5 bazillion times now, if it is meant to be then it will be. so i can't stress about it.


after fighting with my kid i think he is finally asleep, now that it is time for him to GET UP!!!!!!!!! sigh.....i just can't win!!!!!

speaking of the kid, he is going to be 3 in 26 days!!!!!!!!!! i just cannot believe it! sob, sob!! where does the time go?? he was kissing the fish in the pet store today. he go up to the glass and then kiss. it was so damn cute! he even kissed them when they were in the bag. he can be so cute and adorable 99% of the time. it is that 1% when i think he is going to totally drive me insane!!!!


one last thing. what the fuck big brother?!?!?!? why is it when things finally start to go good and the way i want, BAM, it gets totally screwed up?!?! oh that is right, my luck (see above!!!!!) so i am pissed at that show currently. if maggie puts up janella i'm gonna be pissed!! if kaysar gets booted i am going to be pissed!!!!! i hate maggie and all her little maggots!!!! if kaysar does go i pray to god that janella get HOH, the others will shit and it will be soooooooo worth it! even my tv shows drive me insane! AGAIN....i can't get a break!!!!!!!!


now that he is alseep i should go do something productive! i hope you all have a nice remainder of the day! take care!!