~2-11-06~ Bummed

i'm pretty bummed!

our puppy plans fell through!!

i was so excited cause the lady was supposed to come for the home visit today. but her sister didn't think we had the right enviroment.

she just listed them for her sis. they are currently on a farm in maryland.

i totally understand, but we are hoping to have the farm enviorment, if someone would just buy our house already!!!!!!


so i cried, YES I DID! for those of you who know me won't be surprised at that!

so, i have been hitting the net looking for more dogs!

i really, really want 2. i just feel better if they have a buddy. i am even like that with my fish....again, if you know me, you won't be surprised. i am just weird like that!

i found a cute little guy, who does have a brother, but the brother is pending. so that sucks. it also sucks that he is in columbiana, ohio. where the hell is that?!?! all the ones i keep finding are "far" away. there are 2 precious one, but the are in michigan!! ADORABLE!!!!

another cutie is in bath, ohio????? but they want $225!!!!!!!!!! WHAT?!?! i can almost get a pure bred for that!!

i also like her. look ath the last pic of her, i don't like the first one they have, she looks like a cujo/wolf!!

how cute are these guys!!!!!! but i really don't want a puppy, puppy. ya'll know how clay is with the cat, i fear for a tiny puppy, even though they don't look very little, but again, where the hell is swanton, ohio?!?!

yes i have used mapquest, so i have found out where they are. columbiana, ohio is about an hour away, bath is 43 min away, millersburg is 57 min. away and swanton is 2 hours and 47 min!!!! and that place in michigan is over 4 hours away!


WHY IS EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT FOR ME?!?!?

and i am STILL not pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think that may be the main stress factor in all of this! i can't get pregnant to give clay someone to play with so i want a damn dog!!! now!!!! i think he is getting cabin fever and he is really driving me batty!!!! he needs a dg to run and chase and play with. expend some of that pent up energy!!!!!


i really don't want to go to the pound or the UN-humane society. i will just get depressed wondering when they are going to get killed and want to take them all! i hate, hate, HATE those places! i wish they didn't even exsist!! that is why i am willing to pay the higher $$ to get them from rescue places or no kill facilities. i admire what the people are doing and would love to give them my money and offer support for their efforts.

well i am done whinning now. clay is asleep and bob is out playing cards....time to enjoy the silence and get some of my shows watched!!

night all!!