~2-21-06~ Puppies, puppies, puppies!!!!!

how flippin hard is it to get a dog?!?!?!?!?!?!?!


i have been filing out a bazillion APPLICATIONS to get one and still nothing!!!!!

these applications are totally making me self conscience! and totally not worthy! people don't even have to do this to have children!!! which i seriously believe they should!!!!!!!!!

no, i totally understand the whole adoption process, and i do respect it. but i just want a puppy!!!!!!!! i will be a good mommy, i swear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't believe how hard it is to find what you, meaning I, want! yes, i could always go to the pound, but i refuse to set foot in that place. i will feel so awful, thinking they are all about to be put to sleep, i will want them all!! same with the UN-humane society. i really want to go to the rescue, or no-kill shelter route. that way if i free up a space, they can go save another life.

every puppy i do find, there is a waiting list, or it is gone in like 5 minutes of me seeing it!

hell, at this point we are even considering driving to another state to get one we like. yes, we are retarded!

it makes me so sad to see all the dogs/puppies, even kitties there are out there that need homes. so then i end up getting all depressed! so sad!

and don't get me started on the special needs ones. i want them all!!! there is an adorable little guy who is deaf. and a precious little one who is blind! if i didn't have a child i would definitely get him! he is adorable! i feel so much for them.


as a matter of fact, this puppy kick i am on, i think i have been spending more time looking at dogs than i have houses lately! can you believe it?!?!

well i am heading there next! ha! just wanted to check in and say HI!!