~9-27-05~ Why me??????

my child was up before the sun again today!!!!!!

and i got almost noooooooooooo sleep!!!

bob was up puking all night!! i've infected him! i feel bad, even though it really isn't MY fault. i wish i knew who gave this shit to us!!!!!!!!!

i am thankful that clay didn't get it as bad as we got it though, i couldn't bear to see him like that!

poor bob seems worse than me though. he threw up several times last night. thankfully i only did once when i had it. hopefully he will be better tomorrow and this bug will be out of our house!!!!!!!!!!

i hope i didn't give it to anyone else!!!!!!!!

ok, need to check on my son.......when i said that yesterday he was in the spare room pouring powder everywhere.......AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!

stay well all!!

~9-26-05~ WHEW!!!!

well that new realtor lady just wore me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


the stuff she wants us to do! i mean i totally understand, and i was prepared to do that BACK IN MARCH WHEN WE FIRST LISTED, and hell half of that shit WAS DONE 6 MONTHS AGO!!!!

but 6 months is a long time for shit to start piling up and clutter to be back in full force!!!


our storage unit is FULL, so i don't know what we are supposed to do with all this shit!! and NO i am not throwing anything out. i already did that! as a matter of fact, all that was really left here was stuff we are using. frivilous stuff, if there is any, is already at storage!

then she also mentioned painting and such, i really don't want to go there. most of the house we never painted when we bought, so we don't have the matching paint to just touch up. and my whole downstairs is the same color of paint. so i don't even want to think about repainting the whole entire downstairs!!!!!!!

but i do understand about the clutter. i just don't know what to do with it. when we have showings, it is all mostly hidden, but today my house was just horrible! i attempted to clean before she came, i got so hot i thought i was going to pass out, not to mention that clay was being a terror!!! that flu really takes the energy out of you!

she is doing a market analysis, and is coming back on thursday. hopefully we can get some little stuff done by then. look out mommy, i'm going to need you this week!

hell, half of me just wants to say forget it! and just stay here, but then i keep looking at this house, and this house. they are my favorites now!!!!

the first one is great, not as much land as i want, but check out the last few pictures!!!! love it!!! and the second house, i think i showed you all before, i LOVE the kitchen!!! and of course the land!!!! but i HATE the price! they have actually just came down $5000, but still the other price looks much nicer!


i am so tired! clay actually slept in til 7:30, but i was up at 6am with bobs continuous alarm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't even know how many kids i am going to have today!!! and with it raining, that means they will all be inside!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what am i going to do in the winter?!?!?!


well i must be off, my child is being awful quiet, i have to make sure he isn't killing the cat......that isn't a joke either!!

have a great day!!!

~9-25-05~ SIGH

well wednesday wasn't as bad as i thought.

MY child qas up at 6am, so i was already up at 7:30am when she brought her kid. i put a blanket for them on the floor and they basically laid there and watched cartoons, while i snoozed on the couch (what a wonderful babysitter i am!!) anyways, she was back about an hour later, her surgery was cancelled cause her doc had an emergency.

well it was a DAMN GOOD THING my child already had me up, cause if i would have got up JUST to watch her kid, i would have been PISSED!!!!!


so the usual happened the rest of the week, KIDS, KIDS,KIDS,KIDS!!!!!!

do you know i have even begun to dream of these people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

friday i was expecting an easy day. i knew all the kids parents were off, so i wouldn't have any.........boy was i wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for some reason i still had all of them while their parents were off who knows where!!


i am leaving a TON out cause it is non-stop kids til about 8. i finally told that "other neighbor" girl that she could not use the phone after 9pm. which was a mistake cause she was here UNTIL 9pm last second on the phone! so i finally was like it is now 8pm!!!!!!!

so then friday night, actually saturday 4AM, i was in the bathroom for almost 2 hours, i will spare you all the details, but it was BAD!!!!!!!!! it was awful, and as soon as i bascially CRAWLED back into bed clay was up!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was soooooooooooooooo sick! bob asked if i wanted him to call off, but i couldn't have that, so i called my poor mom at 7:30am to see if she could come get clay, cause i didn't think i could make it out of bed. thank god for her! i know i said it a thousand million times, but it is the truth, i don't know what i would do without her! she came and got him and had him all day. and i slept ALL day!!! i even put a note on my door that said i was NOT going to answer the door cause i was sick!! pretty sad you have to put a note on your door not to be disturbed. it worked, except for a 6 year old, but i can't blame her for not being about to read.

when bob got off work, mom left, bob and clay went and got me some medicine and some soup. i finally got out of bed about 7pm so i could spend a little time with my child before bed. he is getting his butt in bed early now. if he insists on being up at the butt crack of dawn, not even dawn, the damn sun isn't even begining to come up at 6am when he is awake, he will be going to bed before 9 damn it!!!! so he fought that a bit, but finally went down.

bob and i finally watched the last big brother, which i really didn't care about since i had no desire to see which of the 2 people i couldn't stand win. and we caught up on a few more things. he got some movies, but those too will wait cause i still have to watch the apprentice and er. also that martha apprentice and that dance thing. monday we can catch up since there is NOTHING on, where the hell is fear factor?!?!?!

anyways, i am feeling better now, for the moment. i just know i am STARVING!!!!! bob and clay are off fetching taco bell, i am sure that is not the best thing for my stomach right now, but i have a craving!


i am meeting with a new realtor tomorrow. the house is a mess, and i have no energy to clean, but oh well! i just want to hear what she has to say. hopefully she can help us out and sell this damn house!!!!!!!!

those people did come on thrusday. they were here for quite a while. they were an older couple. the man looked like he could barely walk, so i don't know why they were looking at 2 story houses. as usual, i haven't heard anything, so oh well!

home makeover and housewives start tonight. so at least there is something on to watch aside from sports!!!!


i really hope my child will sleep past 6am tomorrow, but i am starting to think that is a constant now.........SIGH!!!!!

welp, i think my taco bell is here so i am outy............bye!!

what the hell blogger????????????

~9-21-05~ SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i am really, quickly being taken advantage of!!!!!!!!!!

yes, my fault for not being able to tell people NO GOD DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!


i really wish i could get into the whole thing now, but i don't have the time.....i have to get in bed since i have to watch a chile at like 7:30 A-fucking-M, even though my child doesn't get up until 9, not to mention he is sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!


but what was i supposed to say????????? no?????????? and at almost 11pm?! what the fuck?!?! how do you not know you have NOONE to watch your child, when you are getting surgery the next day?????????? and um, WHY would you schedule a surgery when you don't know if you have anyone to watch your child??????????????????


these past few days are seriously about to give me an ulcer!!!!!!!!!! i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tempted to open up this bottle of wine that i have and start chugging it the other day!!!!!!!!!!!! and i don't really drink!!!!


to top it all off, i have people coming to look at my house tomorrow between 2-3!!!!!!!!!!! so i am going to have a 3 year old wild child and an 18 month old wild girl running amuck in my house while i am trying to get it presentable!!!! i was stressing out on just having mine here trying to clean, now i am going to have 2!!!!! and recently they have NOT been playing nice together!!! so on top of everything else i am going to have to watch them 2.

lord give me strength!!!!!!! i seriously need to get to bed, my stomach is getting more and more upset as i sit here and think/type about all this!!!!

good-night....lets hope clay actually sleeps through the night tonight, NOT like last night!!!!!!!!!!

~9-16-05~ ALIVE!

yes, i am still alive!! even after the "vacaton from HELL!"


been busy the past few weeks. clay's birthday was the 27th, then we went on vacationt he 1st. whew! i am finally relaxing now! well, not really.

now i have the little neighbor girls, not to be confused with "the neighbors", coming over after school, til their parents get home. and yes it is a GREAT help with and for clay, but lordly! those girls wear me out!!

i am going to be getting paid. i told the mom NO, since it was actually doing me a favor as well, but she insisted. so she is going to give me $30 every other week. i do feel bad taking it, but those girls sure can put away some food! the mother said she is going to get some snacks for them too. they are cute though, and they play wonderfully with clay. it doesn't wear him out like i thought it would though, so i am still not getting his butt to sleep til after 10pm!!

he is napping right now ~SHOCK~!!!! we went to the doctors today for his 3 year check. he is little! he is like 30 pounds, and like 36" tall. he is at about 50% for his weight and just under 25% for height. my little munchkin! all seems well though. EXCEPT i had to get that damned lead test i have been putting off, and also an anemia test, since he doesn't eat much meat. so i INSISTED that i was only getting it done if they would poke his finger, cause i am not putting him or myself through the whole needle in the arm thing we had to do before.

well i think the needle in the arm may have been better!!!!! the poke on the finger wasn't bad, i didn't know she was going to have to squeeze about a pint of blood out of his finger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then by the second tube she had to feel, his blood clotted!!!!!!!!!! so she had to RE-POKE his finger!!!!!!! that time he did cry for a second, thankfully i already had the m&m's out for that!!! so all in all it wasnt' bad, and now he is napping. the girls will be here in about a half hour, so he can take a quick nap.



on to one of my favorite topics..........TV!!!!!

survivor started!! woo-hoo!!! i am sooooooooooooooooo glad that stephanie is on AGAIN!!!! i just loved her!!!!!!!!!!! i hope she goes all the way this time!


i just finally finished watching hell's kitchen. although who i wanted to win didn't make it to the finals, at least the guy i wanted to win there did.

the cut, i am STILL catching up.......we are also a couple of episodes behind on that you think you can dance thing. is that one guy not INCREDIBLY HOT! the one with the foreign name. LORD IS HE JUST HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and that little spanish bulfighter dance he just did!!! WOW!

big brother is coming to an end next week. i PRAY that janell wins! since kaysar is gone she is my choice. i love her! she is too funny! and very smart about the game too!

well i will leave you with this for now, hopefully i can start writing again soon....