~1-18-05~ IT'S FREAKING COLD!!!!

ok, this is getting a bit ridiculous!!!! i don't even know what the temperature has been in double digits!!!

i'm fucking freezing!!!!!!!!!!

new windows???????????? sure can't tell!!!!

new furnace???????????? sure can't tell!!!!

my house is freezing! i cold air coming in from everywhere and who knows where!

i think i have finally killed almost all the fish in my big tank in the light house room. just so you know, i think that "room" used to be a side porch, and they just enclosed it and made it a room. for some reason they didn't think to insulate it. and it doesn't help that it has a sliding glass door that feels like it is OPEN!!! oh, and there is no heater vent out there. so it is COLD!!!!

and of course, the heater in the tank i mentioned is NOT working!!!! i looked in there last night and it looks like a ghost aquarium (ghost town, get it?) i saw like 2 fish. i didn't see any dead, but i have an insert in there, so they may all be behind it, dead or alive?! the space heater i had in there also decided to quit working. so the temperature of the tank isn't even registering on my little thermometor. i hooked up another little space heater, i went in this morning and you couldn't even tell! so now i am racked with guilt. i should have about 50 spare heaters (for the aquarium) laying around, but of course in this house, who knows where they are. you'd think they would be with all of the aquarium stuff, wouldn't you?! hopefully i'll get out tonight to get one, you know i just have tons of spare money laying around for stuff like that!!!!!!!!

i do need, i mean NEED diapers, so someone is going to have to go out to get some, so maybe a heater will be got as well. my poor fish!

like usual, grandpa just came and it is lunch and nap time. i specifically told my mom yesterday to tell him to come over around 11am, it is noon!!!!!!! i was also nice and half asleep, under a nice warm blanket. not any more!!!

oh well....enough about me. hope you all are keeping WARM!!!!