~1-14-05~ It's winter again.

well it sure didn't take its time coming back. i swear i was just on here around 9pm and it was still in the 50's. on my way upstairs a little while ago, i looked out and the ground and road is already covered in snow!!!!!

my basement is SOAKED!!!! i went down a while ago and actually picked all of bob's clothes off of the floor, since they were soaking wet and probably already breeding black mold, or some kind of smelly, bad stuff.

thankfully i had him go down and move the box of playboys, cause when i went down later there was water all over there. only 1 magazine was pretty wet, which sucks cause it is a 1964. i was praying it was from the 80's but no! it had to be an older one. it doesn't seem too messed up or ruined, but i don't know if anyone will want it or not.

then just when i am getting all these plans in my mind for ebay, i hear they are raising their fees by 60%!!! what the fuck?!?! don't tell me they aren't making money!! those greedy bastards!!

well the girlie doctor went as well as it usually does. funny, the thing i dreaded the most was not the peeing in a cup or the actual exam, it was getting on the scale!! i didn't even look. i don't want to know. all i know is it is about 30 pounds more than it should be!

so i got some birth control. and bob freaked!! WHY?!?!?! so he goes, well what would you think if i came home with a box of condoms and some cologne. how does that even compare?!?!

somehow me getting on birth control means that i am/or thinking of screwing around?!?! what the fuck?!?! yeah, i don't EVER get out of the house so who the hell am i screwing. i am lucky if i get a shower every other day, haven't shaved in god knows how long, WHO AM I SCREWING, or should i say, WHO IS WANTING TO SCREW ME?!?!

i told him, that we just had the discussion the other day, that we were going to wait until august to try for another, so why not get on birth control, just to be safe?!?! i mean when i got pregnant last year, that was NOT planned, and if i were on birth control, that whole god awful mess would have been avoided. so i could say i am doing this for my health!!!!

then he said, well we probably won't even have sex til august, yeah, well keep doing dumb shit to piss me off and you may be right buddy!!!!

and what the hell does he think i would do with clay if i were messing around?!?! it isn't like i have a babysitter or anything or anywhere to take him. my grandfather has been coming over everyday, so he could vouch that i am here. and he knows how lazy i am!! god, if i were to go off and be doing naughty things, that would mean i would have to shower, do my hair, do my makeup, hell do laundry for that matter, and GASP....leave the house!! ain't NO sex worth all of that people!! sorry, but NO, especially in the winter....is he crazy?!?!?! and this place is a mess, i couldn't have anyone over here!!!

he is just nuts!!

anyways, it, the contraception, is called the http://www.nuvaring.com/Consumer/index.asp?SetSession=Yes&strGUID={1C7D1A93-6673-43D8-AADB-D15CB5A22C71}&SID=340303504.

i wanted this meridia thing, but since i now have a "history" of ectopic pregnancy, i cannot get that. and i CANNOT take a pill everyday! i don't know how i managed to NOT get pregnant for 15 years on it, since i rarely remembered to take it! and that shot, don't even get me on that mess. so she suggested this. i'm not to thrilled about the putting it in and taking it out. so we will see how it goes.

by the way, since i actually had to leave my house today, there was no way for me NOT to see my house...even thought it isn't done IT LOOKS SOOOOOOOOOOOO PRETTY!!! i am sooooooooooooooo excited! i was going to take pictures, but it is almost done, so i figured i would just wait til completion and then do a before and after. it just looks so nice!!! bob was thrilled about it as well. so i had to tell him "told you so!!!" why he doubts me all the time, i still have no clue. how many times does someone have to be right, for you to finally GET IT!!!

but who knows when it is going to get done, since it is supposed to be below freezing for another week!! that sucks!! i can't wait!! BUT it also means that we are gonna HAVE to do something to the outside, in ways of landscaping. you can't have a pretty house, then some ugly ass trees and shrubs. i already know what i want, it is just the fact of actually doing it. i really think it will motivate us though, especially since we want to sell it this spring.

well that is all for now.....catch ya tomorrow!