~6-4-06~ Well..........

just checking in....it has been a while!!!


i'm srue a lot has been going on here, just don't know where to start.

i guess the biggest stuff is clay.

the potty training is going mostly well. he is in underwear through the night and we have only had 2 accidents. the most recent being this morning and of course he had to be in MY bed!!!! i don't know what that was all about!!!!

and sometimes he goes on the floor. i am not quite sure what the hell that is all about, but i am quite sick of that nonsense!!!!!! it is bad enough that the dog still has accidents now and then, my child should NOT!!!!! it is mainly when he doesn't have underwear on. whenever he goes he likes to take them off, then fight to put them back on. but through out the day he never has an accident, it is mostly morning time.

it is cute when we go out he always has to use the bathroom whereever we go, and recently he wants to go by himself, which i think is cute, but drives me batty cause the kid has to touch EVERYTHING!!!!!! the whole time i am in there with him i am yelling, "DON'T TOUCH THAT!", so he is probably touching everything on purpose when i am not in there with him just to spite me, yes he is like that! he is very, VERY ornery!!!!!!!! and hard headed!!!!!!!!!!

also, i don't know if i reported this or not, but we registered him for preschool, and yes i cried!!! i all teared up right in front of the head lady, i felt silly. why am i so sad?!?!?!?! i will get 2 whole hours to MYSELF, 2 times a week!!!!! i will miss him. i just hate not seeing what he is doing. i know he will be playing and having fun, but i'd like to be there to watch! it kills me to know or should i say not know what is going on with him for 2 WHOLE HOURS!!!!! i am sure that will quickly fade, but right now it still tugs at my heart!

most of my shows are over til fall and i am going nuts!!!!!! i don't know when all the new reality stuff starts, but it needs to hurry! i am actually sitting here writing at 11pm, cause i have no shows to watch from the week. that means i may even be in bed at a normal hour!

since we have decided to wait to sell our house for another year, we decided to consolidate some debt. yeah, may not be the best idea, but hey my payments are less and i will have money to save up so i am happy!!! i won't be happy when i see how much our house actually appraises for and realize that we are never going to get that for it thanks to this area!!!!

thought we heard gun shots again the other night........that is nice isn't it!!!!

still don't think we are pregnant. will know at the end of the week. after that i am going to talk to a fertility specialist. i am tired of this crap! i want it done already!!!!

did i tell ya'll.....we got a water softener!!!! L O V E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i do not know how in the world i lived without one!!!!!!!!!!! lord! my dishes are lovely!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love to do dishes now, just to see how nice and clear they come out!!!!!!! L O V E!!!!!!!!!!!!


on the bob front, speaking of BOB, clay was saying the other night "B" "O" "B", "DADDY"!!!!!!!!! how in the world would he know that?!?!?!!? i mean i can see him knowing that daddy's name is bob, but the spelling?!?!?!

then we were playing bookworm on yahoo the other day and the bonus word came up "PIG" and he starts yelling "piggy, piggy"! took me a while to know what was going on, but what the heck!?!?! i know he knows common words like on, off, stop, start, go, cat, dog, mom, clay, dad, geico (yes, he has known that since he was a baby!) but pig and bob, blew my mind!!!!!

then we were going to good ole walmart today and we passed the fairgrounds, there was a big tent with some elephants outside so we stopped to show him and he goes, "CIRCUS!" bob and i looked at each other and we both asked, "how does he know that?!" he comes up with some stuff............yet he still goes potty on the floor, what the hell?!?!?!

anyways.........bob, he broke his watch already!!! the NICE watch i got him for our anniversary in MARCH! that i spent MUCH money on. and no jewelers around here fix citizen watches!!! he was pissing with it tonight, i don't know why he just doesn't send it in to get fixed RIGHT!!!!! that would be too easy!!!

then the other day he broke his new phone!!!!! he went swimming with clay and forgot it was in his pocket!!!!!

this people is why i do not like getting him nice, new stuff, nor do i let him get nice, new, and especially expensive stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i was checking out new(to me) cell's on ebay and got me a new one, figuring he could use my previous one. oh well, he doesn't like my phone. well i guess he shouldn't have ruined his then, right?!?!?! he was bitching about getting the insurance on the phone through cingular, then getting the phone replaced. i still have to pay damn $50 to get the phone replaced!!!

at first i didn't think we were going to be able to do it, cause when you sign up, they call your phone to make sure it is working at the time you buy the insurance, so people like us who are trying to scam, can't. well all we did was switch sim cards, so his phone would ring to my phone. duh! so we did that. so now he is all anxious to have it replaced. but damn, we only signed up on thursday. i think that would look a little fishy!!!! i want to wait a month. so we will see how long it takes to get my NEW PHONE. it is driving me nuts not being able to get a hold of him when i want to! he can just use my current phone for the rest of the month.

and actually i don't feel that bad about "scamming" about the phone. it acutally was screwed up before he totally killed it. but to have it replaced from where we got it is a pain in the ASS. i already had to exchange mine when we first got them, don't know if i wrote about all that. and we are paying cingular a TON of money a month, so they are not losing out, trust me!!!!

back to my shows.......lost, just pissed me off. yeah i now who the leader of the others are, but what the fuck, i am still confused all to hell!!!!! and having to wait til fall, i am going to be more lost!!!!!

american idol....sucked. i like tyler and all, but i really liked chris and katherine.

survivor....SUCKED big time!!!!! terry should have won!!! if nothing else should have been taken to the final 2!!!!!! that last challenge was bullshit!!!

er..........WOW!!!!!!!!!!!! do they have the best season finale's or what?!?!?! and luca is just too damn hot!!!!!!!!! and i read john stamos is coming on next season! lordy! if i lived in that city, i would be in the ER all the time!!!!!!

desperate housewives........that was pretty good as well!!! i still get a bit thrown off with all the 850 differnt story lines, but they pretty much touched on all of them, except now who is the new psycho after mike. and why does poor bree get all of them?!?!?! that last episode with her son, was real messed up though.

i haven't really kept up with scrubs or earl. they are hilarious, especially earl, love that show, but give me REALITY!!!!!!

america's next top model....i was ok with the winner, and the last 2. i like sarah though, but she did kind of suck.

top chef......anyone watch that?! i really wanted dave to at least go to the final, but i am glad howard won over that tiffany bitch.

i can't remember anything else.........the apprentice finale is on tomorrow. i hope that english guy wins, i just can't stand that other kid!!!!

big brother starts in july. it is going to be an all stars, which kind of sucks, but oh well.......need my summer fix of that!

well you may see me a lot here lately since i have no tv!!!!! at least til my new shows start! haha!!

take care!