~3-1-06~ Well...........

i haven't started my period yet!

it has been about 35 days. i have never went beyond 31 days before. so i don't know?!

it is probably just waiting til i go and waste money on a pregnancy test tomorrow. then i will start. like usual!!

it was really weird this time. bob bought some generic ovulation test things and i didn't like them. and then it never said i ovulated. the only thing i can assume is that i missed it, cause a few days bob let me sleep in, so there is a slight chance that i missed it, or the tests were just not working.

so we had sex on valentine's day. that was the day, to my calculations, that i may be ovulating. but i thought how cute if we conceived on valentine's day.

so maybe we did. or maybe my body is just fucking with me like usual! i mean i don't feel pregnant. hell i think i had more "symptoms" before when i thought i was but wasn't. oh well. guess i will do a test tomorrow and know for sure. i'll let you know!


puppy is doing well. the cats do NOT like him. and he doesn't even chase them or anything.

lord the first day, oreo was beating the shit out of him! thank god he doesn't have claws, cause he got some good slaps in! so the dog is a bit weary of them. the cats haven't let up yet! he is getting a bit more curious about them though. he will go up to them, and even sort of chase them now. oreo, the most viscious, and the most stupid, he will follow the dog around!!!! then wonder why the dog runs at him. so he will swat, swat, swat. the dog will growl and sort of chase, and turn around and go back to what he was doing, and right behind him follows the cat!!

he is getting a bit more playful. not so much with clay yet. i think clay still freaks him out. he is a bit mean, but not as bad as he is with the cats. he still pinches. i don't know where he got that from, but i am about to break his fingers! he will even do it to me. i mean nothing is even happening. he will be playing with my hand or holding my hand and next thing i know he is pinching me. he does the same thing with my arms. it is totally out of the blue! i don't know what the deal is, or how to make him cut that shit out!

i was hoping he would do the same shit he does to the cat with the dog and the dog would bite him, but NO!!!

so hopefully my animals will come around soon. i know the dog wants to play with them, so i hope they will someday!!! at least while the dog is still little enough that they can.


i have a vet appointment at 10am! why do i make things so early?!?! why am i afraid to ask people if they have anything later?!?!?! especially when i have to get myself ready and my child ready!!!!

hell this morning i made an electrician appointment at 8am! what the fuck?!?! and the kicker........my child didn't even get up til almost 8:30!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't even tell you the last time he slept that late, and i didn't even get to enjoy it cause i was "up" so i would hear the guy come! i was pissed!!!!

the day before he was up at 6:30AM!!!! see what i mean!!! who knows what tomorrow holds, so i am off to bed!

night all!!