~11-1-05~ Today????

well i am debating on taking a pregnancy test tomorrow. i just don't want to take it early and waste the damn thing!! but i want to know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i got the early tests that say you can test as early as 4 days BEFORE your period. i usually start about the 5th. so technically i could test the 1st. the test results are:

dected teh hormone levels in 69% of women 4 days before; 83% 3 days before; and 93% 2 and 1 days before.

so i don't know! i may just wait til the 2nd to do it.


aside from my cough, i was wondering if my general crapiness feeling could be because i am pregnant. i didn't have any of that the first time, but then again i slept all day!!! and didn't have a 3 year old to chase after. and my boobs have started hurting. that was a DEFINITE with my first pregnancy and AT THE GET GO!!!! that was wonderful to deal with for 9 months, actually longer, casue it was worse while breast feeding!!!!!!!

then again, this could all be in my mind! you know how the brain can work!!


why does my child NOT start coughing until this time when i come upstairs?!?!?! and it is no fail he will be up shortly!

last night he was up around 1am, i finally got him to let me spray some nose stuff in his nose, but then he wanted to see daddy......so i let him go lay with bob. i finally went in there about 2am. i laid down then tossed around wondering if i should put him back in his own bed. finally about 2:30am i decided to try and take him in there.

i picked him up, he stayed asleep, carried him in there, laid him down, was happy.....as soon as i was about to leave the door.....MOMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! i think i finally made it back to be after 3am sometime. and of course around 6am he was in there again!!

i really don't want to cave cause he is sick, but then again.....HE IS SICK! HE WANTS HIM MOMMY AND DADDY!!!!!

and whenever he some out crying "MY SICK" it breaks my heart!!!! so i don't even think i am going to fight tonight. lets face it, i am going to get NO sleep either way, so i may as well do it without the fight and just let him sleep in the bed! i seriously don't see ANY sign of us getting better!!!!!!!! i think we really may have to head to the doctors!! BOTH of us!!

the last time i was sick, sick i was a few months pregnant with clay. i had bronchitis, which turned into pneumonia. that sucked! i used to get bronchitis ALL the time, like several times a year when i was younger. thankfully that stopped! and again i haven't had it for over 3 years! i guess i have felt it coming on for the past few months, just the wheezes, but now i have the damn cough! but it hasn't got bad like it usually does. even the wheezing. i haven't had to use my inhaler at all.

i really think a lot of it is because i am so damn lazy. i don't MOVE! i really need some type of cardio to build my heart and lungs up. you get tired and winded being pregnant, me already being that will will be even worse!!

i think he is up...........

well that wasn't too bad, but it was a fluke, he will be up again shortly.

another thing i will NEVER have in my house again, SQUEAKY FLOORS!!!!! which sucks, cause i like older houses, but damn!!


speaking of houses, i found a few more that are ok. one that i really like kind of sucks cause it is a modular home. i know there is nothing wrong with modular homes....i just don't like the looks from the outside!! and why don't people ever build garages with theirs?!?!

anyways HERE it is.....check out the other pictures, it is REALLY nice inside!!

it is almost all that i want! LAND, yes, almost 2 acres! clost to mom, YES, about 16 minutes, finished basement, YES, and there are even some bonuses, like the pond (LOVE), the pool, and the PRICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really would like 3 floors, but hell you can add on can't you?! i mean for that price, in time...........

i don't know...........

well, i better be off now. who knows when he is going to be back up. i'll let you all know what i do about the test!!