~5-9-05~ $%&@$^**

well the bird died!!!! the little fucker!!!! he couldn't have waited a few hours til i got him to the place?! he could have died all he wanted there, at least i would have been all stressed out about it like i am now..... was he too cold, should ihave turned the heating pad up, should i have fed him more.....what should i have done?! what did i do wrong?! god i hate caring so much!!!


i just feel awful! poor little guy!! at least he seemed comfortable and content when i last seen him. guess he just wasn't meant to make it. ah, nature!!!