~3-1-05~ Real quick

what the fuck?!?!?! the bachelorette really pissed me off tonight!! it is late cause i just got done watching the damn thing!

first my dumb ass dvr for some reason stopped recordeing at 9:52, so i missed the last 8 minutes, which means i missed the damn proposals, and the outcome!!!!

so it started taping again at 10 for the after the final rose thing. so i found out she turned down john paul, which i was pissed about. i mean jerry is just fucking gorgeous, but he just didn't see that openly "into" jen. on the other hand john paul was totally in love with her and told everyone!!!! and jen was always going on and on about everything she would want in a husband was john paul, jerry was so cumfusing and they weren't on the same page, blah, blah, blah.....

so what does she do.....she chooses jerry....SORT OF.........

she told him she wanted him, and wanted to see how things went, so tonight, the live show, it has been a few weeks, jerry is there....i sort of warm up to him, then she comes out and TURNS HIM DOWN TOO!!!!!!!!!! why???????? i have no clue, and from the answers given i still have no clue. and jerry sure seemed shocked to me!!!!

so i was right, i knew it wasn't going to last with them. just being hot, does not a good mate make!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so what a damn waste?!

and the NEW bachelor. i don't think i am going to like this one at all. firstly i think the guy is totally GROSS. i would totally bet that it is that dude from stand by me, the one who is now dating john stamos's ex, brother. i mean it looks EXACTLY like him, and i am pretty sure they have the same last name. so i ask......if your brother is a "popular" hollywood star, what the hell do you need to go on the bachelor for?!?!?!?! and from what i have seen so far the broads and the show looks pretty skanky!


fear factor.......i just love, love, love ryan and trista!!!!! they just seem like the sweetest, cutest, down to earth people!!! i love them!!! i am so happy ryan won fear factor. i would have liked the girl from american idol to win, she was the only one on the damn show how actually needs the money!!!!!!!! i also wish she would have punched amarosa the fuck out! god i hate her!!! funny everyone else on the show did too. it was so funny hearing ryan talk about her, he is so damn nice, he could hardly say anything bad about her, but even in his nice way he did, that is how awful a person she is!!!! it was so great to see snakes biting her and hearing her scream. i also loves seeing her covered in mud and worms, drinking worms. what a bitch. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad she lost!!!


american idol......i don't know what "my dude" constantine was thinking tonight. i thought he was awful!!!!!!! even for a rocker singing a rocker song!! i was cringing!!!!! somehow he didn't get any real bad reviews from the judges, i was surprised! bo was just incredible again!!! love him! i like the little blonde kid, and that hot guy with the tiny little goatee thing.


well i have to get to bed.....bob's alarm is set for 6am, so i'll be up then!!! %$@@!$&*%!!!!!