~2-25-05~ I'm back

grandpa is here so i'm back upstairs.


so, not too much happened this weekend. got the new playstation 2. they sure weren't kidding about how freakin SMALL it is!! it is ridiculous!!! it really is about the size of a hardcover book!!! and weighs about as much. CRAZY!! so now clay's games work fine. thank goodness!


i got those crayola fingerpaint things, that only work on special paper. NOT for my kid! he digs his fingers into the shit! so those are put up! we will stick with the special markers.

i also got him some new pens for his aqua-doodle. they have these cute little coloring mats for the aqua-doodle pen, that change colors when you color with it. it to also dries back to normal and you can reuse them. they are neat! my poor mom, they all got put on her credit card! no, i knew she wouldn't mind. the playstation was his early birthday gift, and the others weren't all that expensive.


mom was here all weekend. well both days. i like having her around. even though she does drive me nuts. so we had a good weekend.


onto movies. well the only one we watched was saw, and of course i am pissed. i swear i am about to quit watching movies!!! it was a half way decent movie, but like usual, the end pissed me off. i don't like wondering what the hell happened.

we have shark tale, but bob is dragging his feet about watching it. if he doesn't hurry i'm going to watch it without him, cause i really want to see it, i heard it was cute.


onto tv. i am VERY pissed that darlene got kicked off of wickedly perfect. i think she is the only one that would do a good job with her own show. who the hell wants to watch any of those other people?!?! i love darlene! she kicked ass on that last project, and even though her team didn't win, they wouldn't have done near as well as they did without her!!


i was a bitch this morning. but let me tell you why! i was actaully in bed last night around 11. we didn't go to sleep til almost 1, but that is still good for me. i think i finally realized why i am so tired all the damn time.

so i'm in bed by 1. well at 6 am, bob's fucking alarms start going off. i swear there were about 4 or 5 of them in about a 10-15 minute period! so i was already pissed about that. what does he do. shuts them off and he is back to sleep in about 30 seconds. me, well, i am wide fucking awake!!!!!

then at 6:30 for some reason, clay crys for about 30 seconds. i get up out of bed to go see what is up, then he is back to sleep. so i lay down again. still wide awake!!!!! finally bob gets up at almost 7. i'm still trying to get back to sleep. then i hear him come back in the bedroom about quarter after 7. when the hell am i supposed to get back to sleep?!?!?!?! so when i finally do, then clay is up.

my body is like, when i am up then go back to sleep, its like i am starting all over again. so i maybe get like a half hour sleep if that. i wasn't arguing with him this morning when he kept asking me what was wrong. dude, i'm trying to get back to sleep, just ssshhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! so he called a bit ago and asked why i was so grumpy this morning. so i told him, so then he goes, what, do you want me to quit my job?!?! yeah right! then he got shitty and told me to clear off the spare bed and he would sleep in there. whatever. all that shit on the bed is his, i'm not clearing it off!!!! then again, if i want him to sleep in there i guess i should. both situations are a pain in my ass!!!! i feel bad making him sleep in the spare bedroom, but damn, i should be awoke in the midst of my sleep, should i?! and hell no, i'm not getting up when he gets up! when clay gets up is when i need to be up, no time sooner! that will all change soon enough if/when baby #2 comes in the picture, not before then!!

i should do that while clay naps, but where to put all the shit?! all the rest of the room/floor/dresser/closet is already strewen with junk!!! i NEED boxes so i can start packing shit up! i am half tempted to just break out the credit card and order some damn boxes, i don't know where to get any, and am too lazy to drive all over town asking stores for them. i LOVE those wardrobe boxes that they have. i wish they weren't so expensive. well they aren't bad, but as many as i would need.....that makes them DAMN expensive!!!!


oh well.....gotta get back down to grandpa and clay!!