~11-17-04~ Sigh

well, it is almost nap time and i don't think it is going to happen.

OF COURSE right now they are banging away on the garage roof, which is right beside and practically connected to clay's room. he has a little door in his room that leads out to a little stoop on the garage roof. and also, the air compressor for the nail gun is right underneath his window!!!!!!!!

i was going to ask them if they were going to be taking a lunch, and at what time, but guess what?! none of them speak english!!!!!!!!!!!!! well the main guy does, but he isn't here.

i turned the fan in clay's room on high to block out some noise, but i don't know if it is going to work. i'll give it a shot though. what i do know is that i sure won't be able to sleep with all this racket!!

bob called earlier to see if they started on the roof. then he started talking like nothing at all happened last night. i hate, hate, HATE when guys do this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then he had the nerve to say he loved me before he hung up. um, ok, yet last night you said if it wasn't for clay he would have no problem in me leaving.......and i think he even did say that he didn't love me at some point. a lot of our arguments i tune him out before i start blurting out stuff i don't mean....or stuff i kind of mean, but know will hurt his feelings.

i'm thinking of ditching the whole cookie exchage idea, even though i really, really want to do it. there is just so much that needs to be done around here, and i just can't rely on him to help me. i need to decide though, if i am i really need to get the invitations out by the end of the week.

another note, this shit with bob always happens at this time of year. and around christmas!!! i don't get it!!