~9-13-04~ Few days later

i am feeling a bit better, NOT about the experience, but i m not in physical pain so much anymore.

i have to get my stitches out friday, but i am going to call my regular dentist to see if he can do it, cause i REALLY do not wnt to see that other mans face ever again!!!! we drove pst his office today and i got a sick feeling in my stomach! so i pray my dentist will do this for me.

i don't see why he wouldn't. there was a time when a dentist was just that, and did all the things that dentist were supposed to do.....anything to do with TEETH!!! now there is a specialist who cleans your teeth, a hygenist; a person who does root canals and such, an enotdontist; a person who does extractions and whatnot, an oral surgeon. what the hell?! so what does that leave left for dentists?!?! i was there once talking about filling a molar, and he even said he doesn't do molars anymore. who does that?! in his defense, he has been doing the teeth thing since before i was even around, so i guess he made his money, why do more work if you don't have to?!

anyways.......we finally got to go eat at lolli's saturday night. our gift certificate expired the 12th, so no choice. i figured i was getting pasta so it wouldn't be tough to chew. it wasn't bad. my belly was kind of crampy from the vicodin though. i fogot the thing i HATE about lolli's is that they don't let you substitute anythng for your salad. so if i wanted soup, i still had to pay full price for the soup. oh well, STUPID!!!! i got the brocollie and cheese soup, yum! bob got the she-crab soup, YUM-YUM!!!!! then i got my angel hair pasta with salmon and shrimp in a dill cream sauce. this stuff is so damn good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the only bad thing is that after our soup, we sat there for at least a half hour before we got our food!!! by that time i wasn't even hungry anymore!!!! plus my belly was getting worse and feeling sick now. so i took it home. it's even better warmed up! so that wasn't a bad night.

we ended up watching kill bill 1 & 2. seeing how it was quentin tar (you know who) who made them, i should not have been surprised by them at all, and i wasn't really. who knew that chinese people bled so much!!!! so they were basically just goofy! and violent. i have seen worse, so i wasn't all that upset. like that dumb ass secret window i bitched about previously!

today, sunday, mom and i went shopping. i am sick of not having anything that fits!!! i'm starting to feel like a fat pig again!! so we hit fashion bug. and how crazy did i go?!? i bascially just needed tops to wear. so i got a zillion of them, head to the counter, and find out that if you had a premier fashion bug card, all original price items were 50% off and sale price items were like 30% off......WOO-HOO!!!! so my mom put them on her card. i then asked how long the sale was........it was one day only!!!!!!!!!! so hell. i told her i might as well look at the jeans and pants they had, how can you beat 50% off!!!! so i got a few pairs of those as well. spent a ton of money! in case you are wondering, i am paying for them! we just put them on her card!

then when we got home, it was time for bob, clay and i to hit the store. we went to ci ci's again for supper. then to bj's. i wasn't planning on getting much, but i sure did go crazy! i mean it was stuff we needed like food and diapers, it wasn't like the fashion bug spree! so we had a pretty busy evening. i took a vicodin before i left with mom around 2. and didn't take another one til about 10, and i wasn't even in any pain. so i guess that is good. i will take one here before i go to bed. i just don't want to wake up in pain, but i don't think i need to do the whole every 4 hours anymore.

well i guess that is all for me..........still nothing real exciting to report.

oh, while watching the game today (brown's of course) bob taught clay to raise his hands and yell "touchown!" so when i got home, he kept trying to get clay to do it, of course he wouldn't. the whole time shopping he was trying to get clay to do it. i was so happy when he finally did do it, just to shut bob up!! haha! no, it was cute! i'm glad they got to share their "first" game together today. i'm thinking it may become the norm during football season. bob can stay home and do the father/son/football thing, and i can finally start going and spending time with my mother again. before clay, and for as long as i can remember, my mom and i would always go to the movies, shoping, lunch, whatever on saturday or sunday. we haven't got to do that in over 2 years! so even though she was getting on my nerves today, i was happy that we got to spend that time together again, and looking forward to many more mom/daughter days!