yeah!!! trish got a rose!!!!! although i am glad that she is still there, i was kind of disappointed in her tonight. it seemed like she was kissing ass!! here i thought she was a tough broad, who doesn't cares what others think of her, no regrets kind of gal. well, she did seem to change her tune a bit now. but those other bitches just drive me insane. tara should thank her lucky stars that i am not trish, because i sure would have slapped the crap out of her tonight. how dare she make that comment to trish. "you know you don't deserve to be here!" who the hell is she to say. apparently she does deserve to be there since the guy gave her a rose!!!!! i can' believe he gave her, tara, a rose and let susie go. i thought he was really into her. i felt bad for her, but then i seen her being all catty at the end towards trish, so screw her, i'm glad she is gone. it just pisses me off that all these other girls think they are so much better than trish. why? just cause she has a different past than they do. she is very pretty, i think the prettiest there and she seems to be a strong, smart woman. if she just would have stood up for herself a bit better tonight......but oh well, i still hope she wins, but i doubt she will. people judge people by their past too much without actually getting to know them, so......plus i think i said it before, i think a lot of men would be intimidated by someone like her (trish).

american idol was ok, since i didn't see it yesterday i really didn't care, it is just so hard, cause everyone is just so good. well i don't like george. and i knew john was going to go tonight. he will be perfect in vegas doing covers of the old rat pack. he will make a killing doing that!! i think latoya and fantasia are the best singers, but i don't see them as "pop" singers. i think diana and jasmine would be better suited for that. latoya i think could pull off the pop. fantasia's voice is just too macy gray for me. ok for a while, but would get on my nerves after a while.

extreme makeover was pretty cool. that guy turned out to be quite a looker!!! that is so amazing!!!! the lady did look better too, but i still think she looked older than 25. i was happy for her though. it looks as if her and her husband really love each other.........YES i was crying!!!!!