~5-22-04~ Yes, I am still up!

Never really stormed, thank goodness! hell, i shouldn't have said anything, now it will probably start!

i'm so queer! i actually got teary eyed watching that dumb ass mastercard commercial, where the dog finally found its way back home to its owners.

SEE, what an emotional person i am!!!!!

i never really commented on the bachelor finale. i really didn't care much since trish was gone. i didn't want tara to win though, i just think she is a total bitch. so i was happy that i knew she wasn't getting picked. KARMA baby!!!! there were points that i would start feeling bad for her, then i had to keep reminding myself how shitty she was to trish. so screw her! i'm glad she got dumped! i wish she would have went into what she thought was inappropriate that happened between them on their overnight date. i wonder if the did the deed?! dumb bitch. oh well, who cares. i wish they would make trish the next bachelorette. that would be a great show!

what else has been on. oh, i have heard people just raving about that show on the WB, next superstar or something. at first i thought it was kind of amusing, but then it just started to disgust me and piss me off.

here these poor people are soooo excited, thinking that they actually have talent and may actually "make it", just in the end to find out it has all been a huge joke on them, in front of millions of people. i think that it is very rude and hurtful. the last show is just going to be dreadful, and i probably won't even be able to watch it, cause i will be sick to my stomach for them....see above about how emotional i am.

hopefully bob will forget about it and we just won't watch it at all. i just think the whole concept is awful. like i said it is funny, just thinking about it, but if you really think the thing through to the end, it is so awful to do to someone!! would you want to be made out to look like a total ass, and a big joke in front of friends, family and strangers. it just makes me sad.

ok, guess what i hear now.......rumble, rumble, rumble.......AHH!! now i got some big gusts of wind blowing in the windows.....i can hear the tress outside rustling. here it comes again!!

just found out that some shows i like have been cancelled, doesn't surprise me. here is a list of some of them. i watched a few whoppi's and i didn't think it was too bad. i loved the girl that played whoopi's brothers girlfriend, that was just too funny!!

on another site i read that good morning miami was cancelled, guess i should have realized, since it hasn't been on in forever! i thought that was a cute show too, but i think they screwed everything up by making jake go with penny, then basically dog her for the other one.

on tv tonight, the whole reason i looked this up, said that forever eden and playing it straight were cancelled. the last i heard they were going to start over with them this summer, so i don't know.

i didn't even know that it was a possibility that boston public was going to be cancelled. i hate that they don't "end" shows. they just all of a sudden are gone. that pisses me off, especially when there are good story lines going and you are left hanging!! i really thought this was a good show.

brotherhood of poland new hampshire was a really good show, but they didn't even give it a chance. it was on 5 times, and i think they even changed days, so how do they expect people to watch when you don't even know it is on!!

oh well i have to go to sleep. night all!