~1-8-05~ What I would be doing right now.....

if i did not have a family, i would be trekking over to asia to do some sort of help.

everyday it still just breaks my heart! it just kills me that there is nothing i can do. yes, i donated, i know every little bit helps, but i just wish i could do more!

i am very serious though, if i had no commitments here at home, i would have been over there already. god bless all those who are over there and everyone who is helping in any way they can, even if it is just donating.

seeing all that so many are doing, once again, gives me some hope and faith in humanity!

this won't be too long of a post. it is late.

i just got done emailing a friend. we have been out of touch for the past few years, and i was sad cause he was such a good friend, and a very important part of my life for quite some time. i miss him terribly. so i hoped against hope and tracked him down, thanks google, and emailed him.

he wrote me a very nice letter back, so hopefully we will be rekindling (sp?) our friendship. i just wrote him a huge email, which ate up all my time for blog writing. sorry! thought i'd give you a break for the past week of babbling.

they got all the siding off the house now. they left around 2, so that is when i put clay down. so we both got a nap. i don't know what his deal is though. i know i already mentioned how i have to keep going back in there to get him to finally go to sleep. tonight i had to go in there at least 4 times!!! i don't think he ended up asleep til almost 11pm! and i put him up there about 9pm!

it was too cute. the last time i went up, i was running my finger along his face, telling him i love him, and to go night night. while i was doing that he was sort of doing the same on my wrist. i almost cried it was so adorable! i just wanted to jump in there and go to sleep with him!! i am sooooo tempted to bring him into bed with me, but i so don't want that to become a habit! i know trish, don't do it!!! i, myself, slept with my parents til i was old! like maybe at LEAST 11. i don't know how my parents dealt with that. god love them!

but i so love being next to him, and watching his cute little face. i still remember when he was younger and would fall asleep in my arms. one of my favorite things to do was to watch him sleep. i could watch that for hours. he is just so precious. but anyways. thanks to the crib tent. if we had to do the toddler bed now, i don't know how i would ever get him to sleep. he wouldn't just be up throwing everything out of his crib and jumping around, he would be running all over the room, and i am sure trying to get out of his room......i am not even looking forward to doing that whole thing. hopefully i have about another 6+ months of the crib.

well everyone, that is about the excitement of my friday. hope you all had a great week, and i hope you have a good and safe weekend.

see ya!