~10-8-04~ Title Goes Here

well.....i was actually in bed early the other night (before 2am) YES, that is early for me. lately it hasn't been til after 3am, which sucks since clay has been up around 7am!!! well actually i have been up at 6am, 6:30am, 6:45am, 7am.....bob's fucking alarms, for the past 2 weeks since he has been working days, and by that time, clay is up so i am going on maybe 3 hours of sleep if i am lucky!!

anyways, i was in bed, lights out, covers up before 2am, and what happened?! i couldn't freaking go to sleep! i toss and turn, my mind starts going on about shit i shouldn't be thinking of, or stuff that i don't need to worry about at that moment, so why am i??!!! i didn't get to sleep til after 3!!!! why do i try.

so come clay's nap time at 1:30, i am more than ready for a nap. well today he did not nap again!!!!!!! WHY?!?! he pissed around in his room for an hour. then i was going to get him, i smoked a cigarette first, then he was quiet. so i guess he finally fell asleep. i ended up falling asleep and didn't hear him til 4. i pray that it is not coming to that. see i should never have wrote the other day, how my child was miraclously sleeping til almost 5pm for his naps!!! i totally jinxed myself damn it!!!!

so now, i am going to start popping a tylenol pm around 11pm and hope that makes me sleepy so i can be in bed earlier than usual. today i goofed and didn't even take the thing til almost 1, so no effect yet!!

did you all watch wife swap the other day. oh my god!! that hippie lady was on my last nerve. and i so wanted to punch her child in the face. i am not one to hate on kids, but she drove me up a wall. i didn't see anything wrong with the rules implemented by the southern lady. she was a bit cold though. she is one of those people that can't accept nice things. like when the husband gave her flowers, she commented on how the vase was dirty. when her husband wrote her that sweet poem, she asked if he wrote that all himself. and did you notice that whenever he went to kiss her she would turn her head so he would kiss her cheek. i feel bad for the hubby. i wish i knew her trick to get her snoring husband to sleep in a different bed!! kidding!! haha!! NOT!!

that hippie broad just got on my last nerves. i had to watch it again tonight, cause bob just HAD to see it! she was too much. when she started crying when she seen the confederate flag!!! then the sobbing when whe seen the dear head! i wanted to reach through the screen and smack her. what about the end!!! when she was hesterically freaking out that her dogs were put outside!! OH MY GOD LADY!!! "but they were adopted!!!" what the hell does that mean?! when the southern guy said she was going to lose her head, was priceless. i chuckled out loud!!

what else, what else.......i guess nothing.....

oh yeah.....a cool thing i have seen on a lot of sites recently. not that i am all that interesting or anything, but if there are any pictures of my everyday "exciting life" you want to see, drop me a comment and if i am able i will post it here for all you nosey's to see. haha!!

what is it about other people's blogs and pictures?? i was looking at a ton of pics of some chinese people in a bar. WHY?! cause i am nosey. same reason i read a ton of these logs daily. i guess getting a glimpse into other people's lives is just intriguing to me. guess that is why we all are here, huh.

so drop me a comment! until tomorrow my dear readers.........