ok.....i'm watching this show on bravo, showbiz mom & dads. i just want to strangle some of these parents!!!!!

this poor little child, she is 4, is being woke up from her sleep, so she can get a million hot rollers stuck in her head, and make-up plastered on her face. yes, the little girl is miserable and crying!!!! i just want to go and steal her away from these people!!!! i don't have anything against these pageants, but i really think the kids should be older so that it is THEIR decision to do all of it.

we rented this dvd the other day about some spelling bee. and these poor kids. they were stresse to the max and they are just kids! they should have no worries at this age. this is the only time in their lives when they are going to be able to have fun, be a kid, enjoy life and not have to worry about any of the realities of it all, and they are not! i was totally getting stressed for these kids just watching it! and my heart was breaking when they missed their words. and yes i was also crying right along with them. it was sooooooooooooooo sad. god, i hope i am not like that to my kids when they get to these ages. i just want to enjoy my kids and watch them be kids. even now i want them to stay little, and not grow up, thee is no way i am going to force them to grow up and act much older than they should. and never am i going to force so much stress and tension their way. this is their time in their life, not my time to try and make them what i want them to be!! UGH!!

this other guy packed up his family and moved out to LA, to try and get his kids in show biz!! mind you the mother is not totally on board with the whole thing, so i don't know how she allowed this whole thing to happen anyways. grow some balls momma!! take your kids back to their home, let them be kids!!

this other lady has her poor girl in like every dance class..........oh ok, it just said she used to be a dancer with hammer!! so far i seen this poor girl in ballet, salsa, and now acting. i have to give it to her, her acting isn't bad. as for dancing she is a little chunky, sure she may slim out when she gets older......ok, her acting is very good!! she needs to really stick with that! she is only like 5 or 6, she was just up there crying for her scene and it was great!!

now the parents are bitching about hollywood, talent agents, and pageant judges. HELLO?! where are you people from. i have never even had any experience with those people like they have and i know how shady and unfair it all is. DUH!!

well, let me get off this subject. the only reason it is on, is cause i was watching queer eye, and it was on afterwards. i love the fab five!!!! if that kyan wasn't gay, i would be on that boy so quick. hell i may even be on him even though i know he is gay, he is sooooooooo hot!!! jai is pretty hot too, but sometimes he is a bit girly. carson, what can i say about him? he is just a hoot!! i would love to hang out with him!!!!