hubby made it onto the shit list again this weekend.....surprise, surprise!!! i ok'd him going out, and what happened? the same damn thing that happens every time he goes out!!!!

he was going to go to some fund raiser thing for his friends son. at first i was going to go, but he said he didn't think that i would want to go, so he didn't get me a ticket. then when i told him i would go, they didn't have any left...how convenient?! well whatever, so i was thinking of going out, since he was. mom said she would stay the night to babysit. then like in my previous post, i was just too lazy and not motivated. he said that the thing ended at 11:30, so he would come home after if i didn't go out. well, i called him and said i wasn't going, so he could just stop at taco bell and get dinner on his way home, since i hadn't ate all day. midnight comes, no bob. call his cell, voicemail. 12:30 comes no bob, call his cell phone, voicemail. mind you i DID NOT EAT ALL DAY, so i am getting pissed. 1AM comes, no bob. cell phone, voicemail. 1:30 no bob, cell , voicemail. 2AM, no bob, cell, voicemail. WTF?!?! 2:30 comes, he finally calls. he is stuck, they went out and he didn't drive. so he will be home after the bar closes, in a 1/2 hour. do you still love me? 3AM, no bob, call him flippen cell, get the damn voicemail. 3:45AM, no bob, call, where the fuck are you? what bar is open this late? do you understand that i haven't eaten all night, cause i was waiting for you to bring dinner home with you?? just remember this next time i want to go out. i better not hear one word out of your mouth!! click! so then i was like screw this! clay is going to be up in 4 hours! taco bell, i think isn't even open this damn late, and what?! i'm gonna stuff my face then go right to bed?! so i just went to bed. he ended up calling at like 4, but i didn't even answer. screw him. i don't even know what time he got home, cause i didn't hear him, he didn't come up he was asleep on the couch this morning. just wait til the next time i go out buddy!! not one word!!!!!!

the thing that makes it worse, is that we have actually been getting along lately and not fighting! when i was writing in my blog here friday night, he smartassly (new word!) said are you bitching about me? i have been good lately. i was like, no...i know you have been............well WTF?! now i sure as hell am!!

back tracking......before he even went out, when he said that about coming home early, if i was going to be here i scoffed. he was like what? i said, yeah, i've heard that before. he stupidly goes, what are you talking about that. i told him the last time he went out he told me the exact same thing and didn't come home til 5AM even after he called me at 10:30 and said he was going to be home shortly?!?!?!?!?! huh?!?!?!? then he had the nerve to say, well that was a year ago, that that happened. well, now what? it just happened again.

shouldn't i be able to have some faith in what my husband tells me?! should i be able to rely and count on my husband?! and he wonders why we have problems?! and yes, i could have cooked something, but i wasn't cooking at midnight. the fact was that he told me something and i believed him. guess that is my fault. think after 10 years i would have learned. oh well. like i said. he just better remember. and do a lot of ass kissing in the mean time! :)

ok, well now that i got that off my chest..... haha! that's better.