~2-15-05~ Happy late Valentine's Day

hope you all had a good one, if you celebrate it.

bob and i went to dinner. good ole' golden corral. god i just love that place! yes we could have went somewhere nice, but damn, last time we went to longhorn, we spent about $80!!!! and when we went to lolli's, we had a $25 gift cert. and still spent over $30!!!! sorry, but that is just ridiculous. even if it is for special occasions, or every now and then. i like spending $20 and being able to eat until i have to unbutton my pants!!! and steak even!!!! no, it isn't a nice big porterhouse, but it tastes just fine and is much cheaper.

so we had a good time, even though it was PACKED!!! and one of the reasons i like going minus clay is so we can sit in the smoking section, but since that only consists of about 2 tables, we COULD NOT sit in smoking, cause it was full! god that pisses my shit off!! but we had a nice night.



we had to go to bj's first, when we went saturday, i got the WRONG size diapers. how in the hell did i do that. my mind totally went blank as we were staring at them, trying to remember what size we get. i mean come on, clay couldn't possibly wear a size 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! could he?!?! don't diapers only go to size 6?!?! size 5!!! he is still a baby damn it!!!! size 5!!!! well, i screwed up and got size 4. i guess i am still in denial about how big he is getting and how quickly he is doing it. don't even get me started, or i will go into tears!!!! lord, what am i going to do when they grow up and leave me?!?!?! i am going to be one of those women who go insane when that happens. or get deeply depressed. and YES i know that is quite a ways away, but trust me, i have already had those thoughts and brought myself to tears! i told ya'll i was crazy and how my mind works about shit! i really don't know how i have made it this far with no ulcer's or not heavily medicated for depression!!



i didn't go into detail about the houses we saw this weekend, cause they really weren't anything. i think we are just stuck on the 2 that we really like. something is going to have to be REAL special to get us off of those 2. noone was here working today, it was pouring rain. like i said before, that is usually what it does now when the weather is actually warm enough to work in!!!!!



i forgot to turn in my damn picks for the bachelorette tonight damn it!! and i would have been right!!! even though i must say, while watching the show, i thought she was going to get rid of jerry. and to be honest i wish she would have. granted she sees the guys and spends more time with them than what we see, so i'm sure she knows more, but i have to say i would have got rid of jerry tonight. i mean it would have killed me, cause he is just so fucking hot!!! but he just didn't seem as open and "wanting" as the other 2. my heart just broke for ryan. what a sweet guy! well i guess we will see.



i did laundry tonight. which is both a good thing and a sickening thing. i did some winter clothes that i desperately need (now that winter is almost over), and i was going to do some more, but then i go in my room and i see the HUGE piles of clothes sitting there, that need put away and i have NO WHERE TO PUT THEM!!!! i seriously have to take pictures of my closets to show you all, i have no closet space. granted i don't need all the clothes i have, but i do, and nowhere to put them, that is why i don't do much laundry. that is one of my main requirements of a house, funny cause i think the one we are leaning towards the most....for our room i would have to convert the living room into a bedroom, it only has 2 bedrooms. well 3, but one is in the basement level, and i don't want my kids that far away from me. anyways, i would have to convert this room which means there is NO closet in there. i have a wardrobe thing down in my dining room, that i use as a pantry. i thought i could buy about 4 of those and place them all along one wall, and have a whole closet thing going on there, and that would be perfect. plus the other 2 bedroom have pretty good size closets, so i can just mooch those til the kids get old enough to need them themselves. see, i have plans already for a house i don't even have. *note, the other house that is my fave. has 2 huge walk in closets in the master bedroom, that is why it has another + from me.



oh well........not much more exciting stuff. no more critters falling from the ceiling. that still puzzles me. everytime i go in the kitchen i look up there to see where the hell that mouse could have dropped from.


i'm off to go read some blogs. good night-sleep tight!