~2-1-05~ Lord have MERCY!!!

my child has been a holy terror these past 2 days! i was hoping yesterday was just some sort of freak day, but today has started just the same.

he will NOT listen and he keeps hitting me. this whole time out, naughty chair thing just is not working. i just don't know what to do. he has been on the chair at least 3 times already. just in this past hour!!!! he is on there now, and he will stay until i am done with this cigarette!

then he thinks he is cute, which he is. he will be sitting on the chair, and he will get this cute voice and say he is sorry. of course i am the only one who can understand his "talk", but it is too freaking cute, too bad he does NOT mean it. we always tell him what he did bad to be on the chair and make him say sorry then we say he can get down. thanks nanny 911 and super nanny. but he is at it again within 2 minutes!

i know it is wholly not his fault. i know he is probably bored and has a TON of energy that needs burned off. why is there not some sort of gym or somewhere i can take him so he can just run and be crazy?!?! that is why i need a bigger house, with a nice yard. i wish it was warm so we could go outside. i just feel terrible that he is cooped up here. YES i could take him to someone's house to visit, but he will just tear up the place...trust me, tried it.

well now he is down there crying.....gotta go