~1-31-05~ IS it nap time yet?!?!?!

i had to come up and smoke a cigarette before i beat my child!

i guess it is partly my fault, since he was quiet and not visible for an amount of time, i should have known he was doing something he shouldn't.

he runs in to me, "mess, mess" he says. so i follow him into the kitchen where i see he had a carton of my cigarettes all over the floor. about 8 of these packs were OPENED and the individual cigarettes all over the kitchen floor!!!!!

mind you we already had about 3 time outs today! so he once again got the chair. then while i was in there picking up all the cigarettes, which took longer than his 2 minute time-out, i hear him, "mom" "mom" "mom". i tried not to laugh, i think he thought i forgot about him. he actually stayed in the chair though. he never tries to get off of the chair. so i know he knows, he just never follows through with not doing it again. like i said a million and one times, he is lucky he is so darn cute and i love him soooooooooooooooooooo much!

so now i have a baggie full of like 100 UNPACKED cigarettes!

i'm ready for a nap!! i still have 2 hours to go! and no, i never did get to bed last night, like a good girl, at a decent hour. also needless to say there is NO ONE here working on my house! in their defense it is only 18 degrees. when the hell is it supposed to get up to the 30's? at 5pm?!?!

well i need a nap anyways so i can't bitch too much. i should head back down and see what my son has tore up now! sigh..........gotta love being a mom! :)