~6-28-04~ Miss me?

i haven't posted in a few days. i sure miss you guys! :)

well spook was back the next day. i knew he would be. he never wanders far. he, unlike MY brilliant cats, knows how to bring his ass back home.

i had my root canal today. it sucked!! i hate getting a shot in the roof of my mouth, that is the worst! then i was nervous that i wasn't numb. that has happened before. so after i got all "suffocated" (i was hating that rubber dam thing they put over your mouth) he started drilling away. after a few minutes...OOOWWWW!!!! both the doc and the nurse were like, HHMMMMM......i wanted to be like, i told you! so i had to get shot up some more. by this time i had like a ocean of spit in my mouth, caught underneath and behind my tongue!! i was somewhat swallowing, but it seems hard when the whole roof of your mouth is numb!! so i somehow said i have spit everywhere....then i ended up moving and snapping the whole tooth dam off! so they had to fix me up....and i just sucked! it didn't take long at all though! then i asked about a crown, i'm not sure what he said, something confusing, then said i would go back to my regular dentist to do that. he was a specialist, since my doc doesn't do root canals any longer. so i was like fine. so i get to the desk and she said that today it was like $785. WHAT?!?!?! and that is without a crown!!!! aren't crowns like $500! i thought they were the most expensive part of the root canal, and it costs almost $800 with out one?!?! granted i only had to pay about $120, but still that is fucking ridiculous! no wonder peoples teeth rot out of their mouths, who could afford that for 1 tooth without insurance?!?!?!

wanna know the kicker.....we don't even know for sure if that is the tooth that is bothering me!!! so fingers crossed i won't be in anymore pain. even though the pain i am in NOW is much worse than before! i already loaded up on motrin, and i am about to go eat some more! i HURT!!

tomorrow is the big day!!!! we are going to the ZOOOOOOOOO!!!! woo-hoo!! i am so excited! i'll have lots of pictures to post for you all!! :)

well tonight also marks night #3 of Driv3r. we rented it on saturday. and of course the last 2 nights we have been up til like 5AM playing the damn thing!!! the one thing i hate about bob not working....i get less sleep than normal, which is already not enough! i am NOT staying up late tonight, or there is no way my ass will make it walking all around the zoo tomorrow.

oh....on saturday i finally got a damn bathing suit....2 as a matter of fact!!! my mom took me to kauffman's. $60 for a bathing suit! no wonder i don't shop at the mall!!!!! she got me a bunch of stuff along with the bathing suit. i had another one picked out that i liked as well, so i figured since she bought one, i'll by myself the other. i may take a pic. of me in them, to show you all.....if i don't look too fat. my fave one is black and white stripe halter type top, and it as swimmy type shorts. the other is like a tank top and it has real bright colors, it has a skirt type bottom. love them!!!! i don't think it is actually going to get warm enough this summer to even use them! what is the deal with this 50 degree shit! i'm freezing right now!

well bob is getting killed cause he ain't listening, so i have to go.......