~11-1-04~ Wonderful day... NOT!

i don't know what is up with my child!! he was up before 7:30, fucking time change!!!! that isn't the bad part.

he is being sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad!!!!! of course i got like no sleep, so i ant to veg out on the couch, well, that is probably why, but he is into everything!!!!! everything he isn't supposed to be into. then he is throwing everything, dumping everything, slamming everything. it is taking everything i have not to pick him up and shake him!!!!!

i actually yelled so hard it hurt my throat! idon't know why i bother though, it doesn't faze him, he just thinks it is funny, or gets mad and does more what he just got in trouble for. AGH!!!!!

i just sat his butt down for lunch, he is about to be in bed early for his nap, cause i cannot take anymore!

then i was thinking he wasn't feeling good. he has pooped like 3 times already today!!! it doesn't look bad or anything, but it sure doesn't smell good, not that it ever does. but he never poops that much!!

maybe i will just chalk it up to that. he never acts like this!!

well he is down there whinning, which probably means he threw his tray off his high chair and now i have to pick pears and graham crackers up off the floor.....sigh!

nap time here i come!!!!!!