ok, you all can laugh at me if you want. but i am totally fretting the end of season for my shows. it wouldn't be bad, but the nights when bob is on afternoons, i just sit here. guess that is what the computer is for, or housework. i'll stick with the computer! at least i know big brother starts in july, and i think the amazing race too. i have all of friends, will and grace to watch, since i hardly watched them this season. plus i have about 1000 other channels, so i should be able to make do right?! as my blog describes my life is just soooo exciting!?

i can't believe it snowed like last week, it was cold today (with the wind). i think it may have got to about 52 degrees. but thursday, friday and saturday it is supposed to be almost 80!!!! just like ohio! for some reason we no longer have spring or fall. i hate that, those are my 2 favorite seasons. not to mention the fact that i still have to save up the $$ to get my central air fixed (think we are just going to get a new furnace and c/a) and it is going to be 80 this weekend and we have about a total of -$!!!!!!!! i want to see about financing, but if i don't have the $ to pay the monthly bill, that still doesn't help squat!!!! i got a credit card for that specific reason, but of course i have already been using it, damn it!! plus we are also throwing around the idea of a privacy fence. bob gets his vacation pay in like june, so that will help out tremedously, but it would be nice to save some, which i always have the intention to, but you know it ain't going to happen!! oh well, i'm sure it will work out somehow.....eyes rolling.........

i know i bitched to you all about my damn credit union and the hold they put on my account, since i made such a large deposit at the ATM?!?! well i got the letter from the mortgage company today and not only are they charging me a late charge of almost $25, but they also charged me $15 for NSF!!!!!!!! i am sooooooooo pissed!! and to make it worse is that there is NOTHING i can do about it!!!! that makes it 100000 times worse! i know if i call the bank and bitch they are just going to inform me of their policy, blah, blah, blah.............i can't really threaten and carry through with changing banks, since bob can't get an account anywhere! bob already called the mortgage company and the person he talked to said they would put in a request to reverse the late charge, but i'm sure that won't work. so i am just going to be stuck paying $40 for what?!?!?! sending my bill in on time, and depositing my money on time. and of course i am going to sit here and harp on it, so i will just end up upsetting myself more!!!

another note about my teeth problem.....for some reason i keep forgetting that i have noticed lately that i find myself clenching my teeth. especially at night, in bed. so i did mention that to him and he said that that may be the cause of my pain. i have had 2 teeth recently that have cracked away from fillings, and i am sure it is from the clenching. one more thing to blame on bob!!! haha!!! kidding hunny!!!!!! i'm sure one more signs of the stress i am under. isn't stress supposed to cause you to lose weight????? well why is that the one symptom that i am NOT getting from stress?!?!?!?! shouldn't complain too much, at least i am not gaining any!

i got my dr. phil book today!! don't know if i told ya'll, but i won relationship rescue for $4.25. i'm so excited for bob and i to read it. i hope it will help us out. i've been taping his show the past 2 days, since he is doing that relationship rescue retreat. those people there REALLY have problems, thank goodness we aren't that bad. so if it can help them, hopefully the book can help us out. i took his relationship test and got a 22, not too great.....i still have to have bob take it. i also bid on the relationship rescue workbook, but got outbid, there is a ton more though, so hopefully i will win that soon. fingers crossed!! (about it helping my marriage!) (and winning the auction too.)

well, he should be here soon, so i'll get off of here now........ good-night!