firstly a recap of "my" shows for the past week. they may not be in order of how they were on this week, but here they are....

Fear Factor...it was ok tonight....the potato bug thing was funny, but i think they should have had to eat more than 3!! come on! i have seen people have to eat whole body parts of animals, so what is up with 3 bugs?! not that i would have done it mind you! unless i was absolutely guaranteed that money, there is no way i would be eating any of that stuff! it still amazes me to this day what people will do for money***on a side note to a previous post, this is another thing that i know my father would have got a kick out of. all the reality tv. when cops first came out my dad was a fanatic!!! he would just be loving all the shows these days, especially like medical detectives and fbi files and the like.***

the average joe finale i fell asleep through, so all i got to see was the beginning. the first date and the very end where he picked the one dingy broad. bob was mad, but i can't comment, so i have no clue.....you can tell how interested i was in it. i don't know why the did the whole show in like 4 episodes?! how are you even supposed to get into it?

the swan was somewhat interesting. then again, i just love those make over shows, even though i am crying through the whole thing with the contestants. i couldn't even imagine what it would be like to go through such a transformation and not even be able to look in a mirror for 3 months?! on the downside, i have never thought of plastic surgery. i don't know if it is just that i am getting older or what but now i would love to go on extreme makeover!! they would never pick me though, i don't have a "sob story". plus the things i would want done, i would still look the same, i think they want people who are going to look totally different. i am into this show, i can't wait til next week.

the bachelor, i didn't get to watch yet....it is on tape, so i have yet to comment on that. i look forward to the "twist" of there being a spy amongst the girls, that may be interesting.

american idol.......UGH!!!!! i am so close to just quit watching. america apparently has NO CLUE what the hell they are doing this season!!! that camile should have been gone shows ago, as a matter of fact, in my opinion she shouldn't even have made it to the finals. and they let go of amy, with the cute hair, last week?!?!?!?!? so also in the bottom 3 this week were my 2 favorites!!!!! who can actually sing!!!!!!!!!! WTF?!?! now i like the red head kid, but he was pretty bad this week, he definitely should have been in the bottom 3 and that peter, paul and mary guy (even though i thought this week was his best performance) i just don't like his voice, should have been there also! there is NO WAY that diana or jasmine should have been in the bottom 3!!!! as for fantasia, jennifer, and the other guy and girl...they can totally sing!!!!!!!!! but i just don't think they are "pop" stars. they would be great a r&b, or i would love to hear jennifer singing gospel...i love the power of her voice. that was my whole gripe with rueben last year. i don't see him doing the big things that "everyone" will listen to, like clay, but then again from my previous posts, you know i just love clay aiken!!!! love him!!!! so as the weeks go by we will see, but next week, the red head better go, then the peter kid....then i don't know what will happen. i just know i am going to be on the phone for 2 hours voting! it is funny, cause the week i actually did vote, was the only week that my favorite, diana, wasn't in the bottom 3. i only called for a half hour, so i don't think i really had something to do with it! haha!!! i wish they would give the total of votes, i don't know why they don't do that!!!! seems shady to me.

wow....what else was on this week......i've been missing that eden show, they switched days on me, so i just found out when it is on now, and i think i missed 2 weeks now....i wasn't really into it anyways, i just hate that one broad with the long dark hair. i'll have to go look up her name.....neveen

the apprentice tonight...OH MY GOD!!!! i soooooooo hate that omarosa bitch! and she more than proved tonight that she is a BITCH! i really wanted to see nick and amy go up against each other. so of course both of them got fired tonight!! i just can't believe omarosa tonight! i so hope that trump goes off on her next week!! i hate her!! guess i will just have to cross my fingers for next week. it is a toss up really who i want to win....i don't really like either of them, but if i had to pick i guess it would be kwame. that bill guy really gets on my nerves!

on to survivor.....rupert finally won something!!!!!! YEAH!!! but he really needs to start winning immunity! he is the only one i want to win(he reminds me of my dad). i cannot stand rob or amber.....even so that ass had me crying last week. i felt so bad for him when he and amber were separated!!! i mean just looking at that poor pathetic guy made me so sad. and to make it worse, i don't think that she even feels 1/2 of what he does! when he found out she was safe from last week, he had the biggest happiest smile!!!! he was just looking at her and beaming!!!!! but i hate him! i hated him on the original one he was on. he is just too damn arrogant to me. lex?! i really hate him as well. and i didn't like him the first time either!!!!! it was funny how he got so mad at rob, talking about rob going back on his word. well what about the previous week and he getting jerri (hate her too) kicked off. just a few episodes earlier he was telling her how he was going to take her with him and he had her back.....it is funny how these people get all upset when something is "done onto them, what they did onto others". and how about when kathy (i liked her when she was on originally, and wanted her to win, i don't know about now though) was saying that she was going to give him her immunity, and he was like, no, no.....and then when she didn't he had the nerve to drop his jaw in disbelief that she didn't give it to him?!?!? it is a game!!!!!!!!!!!! what is this, like the 7th or 8th one?! don't they know that everyone lies and connives?!?! all i can say is go rupert! go rupert!!

as for tru calling tonight, i taped it....didn't see it yet, along with kingdom hospital.

ER tonight.............AHHHHH!!!!!!!! i was bawling!!!!! like it wasn't bad enough that they killed kerry's girlfriend, that that crap?! i even told bob, watch them kill sandy and then sandy's family take her and kerry's baby...and look what happened!!!!! so now my heart is breaking for kerry. i mean her "wife" just died, and then her baby is taken from her? so of course i start thinking about if my child was taken from me and all that and i was just crying my eyes out! bob always yells at me when i watch that show cause i am always crying...I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU WATCH THIS SHOW!!! cause it is the best damn show on tv..... and LUCA!!!!!!!!!!! oh my!!! if i worked at that hospital, you could not tear me away from that man!!! WOW!!!!!

joan of arcadia (great show!!!!!) is a repeat tomorrow, so i guess my shows are done for the week....oh wait, that eden show is on, if i remember.....so i think that is all for my tv recap! :)