~3-9-05~ Give me the pills man!!!!

bob had some damn sominex (sp?) around here somewhere, but where?!?! i asked him, knowing that wasn't going to help, cause he doesn't know...surprise, surprise!!!


i just want to go to bed and be able to fall asleep!! is that too much to ask?!

last night i get into bed around 2am. i'm in there about 10 minutes till i have to get up to see what the fuck my cat is doing cause he is making a LOT of noise. i wanted to make sure he didn't have a dead mouse he was dragging all around the house. no, he found one of his play balls somewhere, god only knows where. so i threw it down the steps and went back to bed. so then all i heard was rumble, rumble, pound, pound. like he was running up and down the damn steps and all over the house, and very LOUDLY i may add! so this was going on for eternity.

then i thought maybe someone was breaking into the house. then i deduced (?) that probably wasn't the case, cause they were being AWFULLY loud, and taking forever. i don't think burgerlers would do that. damn cat!!!!

then i heard bob get up and walk out the bedroom. next thing i hear was THUD, THUD, THUD, THUD. i jumped out of bed with my heart in my throat. throw open the door to see bob laying on the steps. what the hell, i asked. i fell down the steps he said, as if i could guess. he was ok. i spotted the god forsaken kitty ball on the floor by the door so i grabbed it and stowed it away in my bedroom. i told him the damn cat has had me up for 2 hours, i exaggerate.

i get back in bed, look at the clock....it is 4 fucking 30 AM!!! it had been 2 hours that cat had been raising holy hell!!!!!

so bob gets back to bed. i still hear that damn cat. i was like what the hell does he have now?!?! well of course bob was back to sleep in about 10 seconds after laying down.

i swear i didn't get to sleep til after bob got up and left for work, which would have been after 7am!!!!!

i heard clay and did stall for a bit, but after i snapped to it i jumped out of bed around 8:30. i open my door to find another god damned ball sitting in front of my door. no wonder the cat was still at it after i jacked his first one.

so i was beat today!!!! couldn't wait til nap time!!


i got my nails done today. she did bring her baby. i should say gigantic baby. i have never seen such a huge baby!!!! i remember he saying before that he weighed 17 pounds, i laughed and said my child is 2 and only weighs 27 pounds!!! her child is 6 MONTHS OLD!!!! this kid is huge!!!!

it was too freaking precious seeing clay with the baby. we put him in the bouncy seat and clay all sat on the floor beside him, just looking and smiling. oh my god, my heart almost burst!!!! i never wanted another child more than at that minute. even though i do actually dread the thought of having another. i know, i'm awful. but just to go through all that baby stuff again. UGH!!!! i don't get sleep now. it will be 100 times worse with a baby and a toddler at the same time! but i am thinking of clay, and how much i think that he does need a sibling or 2. so for him i am willing to go through all of that again!!!

molly came over to tend to the kids, which was great! the girl doing my nails was already sort of anxious. i know she felt sort of weird having to bring her baby. and of course being a new mommy of only 6 mths, she was even more anxious when he would fuss or cry a bit. but all was well. it took some time, but it sure made the day go quick.

clay didn't do too bad for his nap. i was greatful cause i was beat!!!


when bob got home he took clay to the used clothes store to get some clothes for work, so i got some "me" time. actually all i did was watch dr. phil.

speaking of dr. phil. remember a few posts back that i wrote about that kid whose parents thought he was a sexual predator and all that awfulness. well they are going to be on again tomorrow. so VCR alert for those of you who have been watching!!


as for the amazing race. i hate, hate, hate amber and rob. i hated them both the previous times they were on survivor. i really hate rob. i just want to smack him. especially since he comes off so cute and likeable. i HATE HIM!!! he is just a totally devious dick! i cannot wait til they are kicked off this damn show. if they win i will be real pissed. i don't even think they should be on the show! they already had their half hours of fame, not to mention the million she won and the like $100,000 that he won....plus i am sure they are still bringing in some money. they don't need this show and money!!!! let the people who really need it win it damn it! i just hate them!!!!


american idol tonight......i didn't like the girl who sang, hell, i don't know what she sang. let me go check.....ok, janay. i didn't like lindsey either. i just think the guys have it wrapped up this year. the girls are lucky that it is guys against girls, cause i think most of the girls would be gone now if not. the guys just rock!!!! by the way, for the guys i want nikko, travis or mario gone. i know mario won't be gone. i think the little girls will love him. he is cute, he just reminds me too much from the guy from that 70's show. and i am not all that into him, he has a nice voice, but i think all the others are better.


well i feel as if i have rambled enough. i may even go to bed. i am still beat! i want to pop some tylenol pm, but they don't seem to help me at all.

good-night.

P.S....since it is actually the 9th now (after midnight) today is my 3rd anniversary!! it kind of really doesn't matter (don't take that how it sounds). i just mean that bob and i have been together for so long, we should actually be celebrating our 12th anniversary (give or take a year or 2). so we are just an old married couple, not newly weds. :) in a way that is better though. so yeah us!!